Birth year. I looked at my software and he is placed in 11th.
But it’s just generalization though. Idk what even sign it place in. Have you actually deal with public issues? Even to some point like speech. Feeling like you just don’t belong to most people? People don’t treat you nicely ect ect. Especially when it comes to friend circle
Kinda, I feel like this is fairly hereditary as it seems to run in the family, even my 1991 born sister has bipolar and general anxiety disorder, the only difference being she’s not actually doing anything about it and just drowns herself in work.
To be fair, I don’t really have a problem actually talking to people, but I just don’t know WHAT to say to people most of the time. As a result, I was often awkward back in school and was the target of subtle teasing and bullying, might be one of the reasons I became a recluse as well, it just became too depressing at one point always feeling like the “odd one out”.
Yes. It make perfect sense. When planet goes retrograde it make people more confused. Especially when it’s a planet of work like saturn. I have mine in 12th. Shit get too confused most of the time and mental worry non stop lol.
suddenly dawns on me I have Saturn in 11th house This is good information Imogen is giving to you, myuk77. I had a similar experience to you, down to the 10 years living in a bubble. It changed for me when I created my own business, based on what I was always good at and what was always there shining as untapped value. Life circumstances forced this. That allowed me to be more independent and make moves I always wanted to. Including moving states on a whim with only the promise of a client. It worked out. The wind was under my wings when I leapt. Follow your instinct. Hope is there.
Right now I’m experiencing trouble in my particular job with harassment, etc, BUT this placement creates a fervor to achieve your goals and you will become unstoppable. Just be mindful to not be overwhelmed if you hit a wall. Work your way around it.
In the meanwhile, learn applicable skills in the arena of your choice, hard skills and soft skills. Look at certificated training, or programs for 30 + under 30 year olds (youre right at the cusp I believe?) to gain training in the workforce — if that is the direction of your soul. Utilize this time to gain skills! Profitable skills!
Quality friends are better than quantity. Let them show themselves along your journey. It’s better to be in solitude than to be around those who make it a point to not understand you, or worse, want to make your life difficult.
I swear this placement created in me a fervent dragon that will get to her goals, or else.
Think of this time as pressure to craft you into your Diamond Self.
I’m 30 already, and I am actually a certified Nursing/Medical Assistant, but had to leave that career after a year and a half stint last year because I was literally going from NEET to being overworked and stressed out, in which I regressed to NEETdom again and began to experience an even bigger existential crisis.
I like the part about friends, quality definitely over quantity, even though I haven’t really had anyone to talk to in a long while. I think one of the more painful portion about the loneliness is the complicated feelings I have about relationships. There was once while working that I got to know a really nice girl whom we both hit off really well, but deep down I know I wouldn’t be able to promise her a bright future with me due to my circumstances and so I held back on doing anything at all up till the point I left the job and basically lost contact with one another. It’s painful, but to do anything else would be really selfish of me irregardless of whether she is willing or not in my opinion.
I’m very glad to hear of your story by the way, and I hope you’re doing well. The hope that I feel comes and go, sometimes I feel hopeful yet on the extreme end on some other days. I’d be lying if I said I see the light ahead of me now, but I definitely feel better after seeing your post, so thanks a lot!
One thing for this placement, and Imogen would be probably the best person to clarify why, is that is seems the work we choose is very important.
There is a lot of confusion around the right career with Saturn 11th. Choosing the career that depletes us seems to have stronger effects than it may have on others, leading us to burnout quicker.
This is my contemplation, but it seems the work that fuels us in our vision, in our satisfaction, in our ability to reach the core aspect we desire in our lives is what works best and gives us the outlet to inspire others more (mine is freedom. I want the creative freedom. I want the responsibility of leadership, I want the responsibility of being the one directing and setting a healthy tone for an environment). When I contemplate this over, say, what kind of job I want, the fog over the path clears away. I feel I have my next steps.
This is not the case for everyone, as some people thrive in work that simply pays the bills. For them, that gives them freedom. To me, that’s suffering and takes away my freedom. lol
So, I don’t believe you shared this in your post, but if you are currently pressing pause on work to rest and recover, once you regain your strength take some time to consider your essence’s core motivations. That is, what you want to gather in return, from your input in life.
I like the part about friends, quality definitely over quantity, even though I haven’t really had anyone to talk to in a long while. I think one of the more painful portion about the loneliness is the complicated feelings I have about relationships. There was once while working that I got to know a really nice girl whom we both hit off really well, but deep down I know I wouldn’t be able to promise her a bright future with me due to my circumstances and so I held back on doing anything at all up till the point I left the job and basically lost contact with one another. It’s painful, but to do anything else would be really selfish of me irregardless of whether she is willing or not in my opinion.
It sounds like you prefer to gather your footing before welcoming friends and new relationships, which makes sense.
I’m very glad to hear of your story by the way, and I hope you’re doing well. The hope that I feel comes and go, sometimes I feel hopeful yet on the extreme end on some other days. I’d be lying if I said I see the light ahead of me now, but I definitely feel better after seeing your post, so thanks a lot!
Thank you! I am so glad sharing helped.
How are you on goal setting? 1 medium-hard goal for every 3/4 small, easily achievable goal will help build you up for the next phase of this experience. It will clarify your direction and shine the light back onto your path
You’ve asked for fields,
These ones helped me around this topic:
The Essence of Faith and Prayer (on loop… for hours)
Internal Alchemical Crucible [Dreamseeds]
Emotional Release
Quantum Love album
Lucky in Love - these love fields help you to receive love from those around you which should help with loneliness
The Grace of Angels
The new Angelic Blessings album (ask for their intercession /intervention on this topic)
Justice For All … always
The Plasma Light and Infrasound Bioactive Beach
Probability and Luck
All clear negativity and clear entity (vital) audios
Certainly add family, ancestral fields
So many others. Set the intention that it helps you in your specific concerns
One thing to add, this placement also leads us to pursue becoming a better orator. I started out in this world barely speaking to others, being placed in speech classes because they thought I couldn’t speak. I knew how, I just didn’t want to. The speech classes did not go far because of this. Like you, I experienced the same struggles in not knowing what to say. Now my self-employed work includes public speaking and I love it. Public speaking, standing in front of a crowd to share ideas is one of my favorite things.
There’s an invitation within your life to develop the skill of communication. The process of development gives us proficiency in teaching others how to develop their communication as well. Become curious about what you have to say and when you want to say it.
Yup this is already explain a lot. It’s what saturn do in shatabhisha Nakshatra. Make you learn and become a nurse itself. Or involving in medical field. You on right path if you asking.
But that retrogration motion made you inward deep down. This is what taking you back after moving to different level of life. It’s like a rubber that once you stretch hard. It pulls back. That’s what retrograde saturn like.
As for remedies that you may want to take part in, if you want. , every Saturday. , feed the poor. Never give anything salty to poor people. sweet stuff like candy or donuts will be helpful in pacifying Saturn’s negativity. Fast on Saturday from early morning (6 a.m.) to 6 p.m.
Avoid drinking alcohol, especially on Saturday night, as Saturday night is ruled by the malefic Rahu.
There is also conjunction of rahu and Jupiter on 7th in 1994. My advice is. If you want to look for a partner. Dating a foreigner can be helpful for you than local people.
This is something I have always felt really bad over. Possibly due to the depression, social anxiety and NEET, most work just feels like suffering, and the only reason I managed to last so long at my last job in a care facility was because my co-workers were nice and that was one of the rare times I actually felt like I belong to the team. Prior to that, I just felt depressed at any kind of work I did because it feels much too suffocating, left shortly and (TW) even entertained su**ide, then I look at others and wonder just how they manage to do it and the cycle just kind of repeats itself. Add that to a spotty employment history and it just feels like a never ending black hole, but again, I think seeing your advice and listening to Sapien’s audios do manage to kindle something in me, is it hope? I’m unsure, but at least it beats feeling the damned if I do, damned if I don’t feeling.
I don’t think many people will want to get with someone who is at rock bottom and has nothing to offer anyways when there are plenty of better choices out there so yeah.
I … actually haven’t thought about this. If anything, it’s only recently that I felt like I have “awakened from a long period of slumber” so to speak, to an unfamiliar world with the only difference being I’m just older now. Perhaps I should get started …
Thank you for the fields recommendation, I’ll be sure to keep that list in mind after listening to the PONR stack for a bit, it feels like there’s too many fields for me right now.
Believe it or not, I love speaking and talking to people. It just so happens I am overly self conscious and fearful of judgment so this is certainly something I think is worth looking forward to.
Could this apply for 1991 born as well? I feel like this is something my sister can get on with as well.
Anyways, this is good advice as usual, thanks a lot. I’ll be sure to look into doing some volunteering work as you suggest since it’s not like I have much going for me now.
As for dating, I just don’t know. Would love to, but can’t provide much in the form of monetary aspect so I’m not sure who’s going to be on board with that.
Though placing in there make him quite lazy. Capricorn represents graveyard itself. That’s why I personally don’t like him in there.
When a planet sitting in their own houses. They become lazy. Just like human. What we do inside our home? We sleep. Eat. Relaxing… and that’s what saturn does here. As for career matter. Your sister could work better if she work from home type business.
There are many aspects of course. But this is just saturn position.
Now for people born in 1996. And early 1997. He’s in 12th.
If you watch people born around these years. They’re extremely introverted. Extremely.
A famous singer who has this placement is hope sandoval.
So it’s been about a week since I’ve started listening to Sapien’s PONR stack (dropped Exorcism, added Lucky In Love, Ego Dissolution and Anxiety removal),
Unsure if it’s an effect of the stack or overloading, but there’s a lot of negative feelings being brought up, even one I never thought I had before. The usual depression, loneliness are in full force and a “new one”, finding out there’s a part of me that seems to harbor hatred and anger towards this life for being so “unfair” towards me while “favoring others”. I always knew I was kind of blue, but just yesterday there was such a strong anger momentum that felt borderline overpowering, like if I didn’t have enough self control, I’d probably throw and break everything in sight, could even feel a “crunch” and mild burning at the solar plexus area, Perhaps this is what is causing my “blocks” in life?
It was quite interesting to say the least, I always heard of people who mention being calm and feeling better with the audios, but somehow it ebbs and flows for me.
IMHO the “new one” is probably an old one that was supressed and uncovered with listening to the new stack and the work u are doing on yourself.
Bravo! .
The symptoms u are feeling, though uncomfortable are probably a result of this.
Another lil update, could probably use some advice on stack as well.
I caved and bought the PONR audio itself, so I suppose I no longer have to listen to the entire PONR stack any longer. With that in mind, I think this shall be my listening stack for a while, if there are ways I can shorten the stack, please do let me know
PONR (I don’t know if this is loopable?)
Ego Dissolution (2x a day)
Subconscious Limit Remover 3.0 (loopable?)
Love Gratitude and Appreciation (2x a day)
Lucky In Love (2x a day)
Probability & Luck Alteration (need more luck in life, 2x a day)
Attract Wealth, Prosperity & Abundance (to alleviate money worries and hopefully attract more, 2x a day)
Energy blockage removal (chakra feels blocked overall, 2x a day)
Energy body/Aura deep cleansing (1x a week)
I may also want to listen to some health fields as well due to some issues but I’ll do that maybe later on.