Exams are over FINALLY the harassment is over, so my class decided to go out last two days and planned to go out even tonight. At first, I was like “no, I’m going be too much, I won’t be interesting, I have no real affinity with all of them, it’s been so long I didn’t go to a club and a bar and everyone will drink alcohol except me, they will judge blabla”.
It made me thinking about a french music where people had opportunities but ended up giving up. We can see their alternative version if they did the “right” choice :
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A boy who would meet his wife if he went to this particular party → He didn’t go, ended up alone, depressed and violent toward his brother.
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A woman who prepared her suitcase to run away from her abusive husband–> She didn’t go and died because her husband hit her one last time.
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A woman talented in singing who would be famous → She didn’t do it and ended up a cleaning agent for the rest of her life instead of living from her passion.
The last two days were very funny, so funny everyone want to go out tonight again, no one has slept properly for 48 hours but whatever exams are over, resting will be for later, I would’ve regret so much not going there, everything went well, I met a lot of new people and now see some people of my class with a fresh look now.
They are all nice, I talk with all of them individually and they told me about their lives, there are so many things about them I wished I knew sooner… Still, it’s better too late than never.
I did an internship earlier to validate the year, it went so well the company wants to do it again and pay me generously, they are even willing to hire me for cooperative training course.
So much order in life means a price has to be paid, an arm or a leg lol. Months ago my life was complete chaos, things were happening without any balance, it was chaos - chaos - chaos, I couldn’t understand why and how it was this way and recently the process is completely reversed.