Maybe a couple of things that will help.
This is a worldly view and not a belief worthy of a magician. I suggest you re-work that one. It is part of the process, but what you think of it is important.
Have you ever done a Neville-style visualization where you get gigs without auditioning - you just get a call or text to show up? See yourself already having the gig - you show up and it’s a done deal.
You can use the phrase “I can’t believe how easy that was!”
In the interim whenever you think of it use the phrase “Isn’t it Wonderful!” and ramp up the good feels.
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That’s one way to do it. But once you agree to audition, you gotta prepare. The preparation requires effort. Doing otherwise would be unprofessional. Even if you don’t get the particular gig, people may remember you, so show up as prepared as you can be. That’s how you build your reputation. This isn’t effortless, and I’m doing two fast ones in a row (for this one, I’ve got all of 7 days to learn 12 pages worth of Bach’s motet. That’s 7 minutes of demanding music. Lots of work).
Getting parts and gigs without effort is great, but then you still gotta put in the effort to prepare for performance. I’ve had dealings with people who got a great part out of the blue and then came in unprepared, because they’re used to getting parts due to nepotism. No thank you, I’m not doing that.
I see you weren’t clear about which part was time-consuming. I would never suggest someone not practice, lol.
Best of luck!
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Yeah, preparation is like 80% of the work. 
but actually, I’ve started employing what you’re suggesting but not in Goddard’s fashion, but more like asking spirits and dieties for help (f. in. the great Apollo, or goetic spirits). I am also using my attunements from Jareth Tempest to channel their energy into manifestation pathways for that, because getting proper, well-suited gigs without having to audition for them is the bomb.
Just had a powerful experience with Aphrodite while meditating to her NFT for 15 minutes. Wow. I shan’t go into details, but it was very transformative and even ecstatic. 
Totally gonna repeat that, next time while running her blessings audio to boot!
Done with my auditions, now it’s time to rest and work some magick!
I’ve changed my patterrn of using fields. Now my “stack” is simply:
Subconscious Limits Removal 3.0
Your Energetic Being
Positive Power Waves
Hand of Glory
Sun MC
But instead I am doing 15 minutes of proper meditation per day with the NFTs: the 9 Muses + Lucky Artist, Apollo + Apollo audio, Justice + Justice for All audio, and Aphrodite + Blessings of Aphrodite.
Planning to procure the Hekate NFT ASAP to get help from the Goddess for my magick.
I was meditating/communicating with the beautiful and wonderful 9 Muses using the NFT and shortly thereafter I got a very strong, physical indication in the real world that they were listening (a printout of the NFT I have moved so hard it actually bonked over a heavy bunch of candles to the ground. A printout on a piece of paper, not anything framed yet - I’ve still got to get around to it).
This is going to be a glorious collaboration with the ladies, oh yessssss.
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I’d like to start a new journal because I’m well past the “recovery” stage now, and ready to turn over a new leaf - start writing a new chapter, so to speak. In which category should I start one? This one’s in the Archive and I’d like it to be on the main forum.
I’ll create a Journeys category in the ES section
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Awesome, love ya - see you there!