
I stopped smoking out of nowhere (didn’t quit) a few weeks back after being urged to do so while listening to one of the yagnas, i believe it was chandi… Maybe Viracocha also had some thing to do with it (before my above post talking about light and vibrational guidance)
I kind of want to buy a dime but i don’t even wanna spend 10 bucks on it ( lol, i just spent 20 bucks on taco bell, what’s worse? Haha, don’t worry it’s charged!) since i need to save everything for nfts… And then at the same time I’m like… I don’t need it and i barely even want it… lol
But its always those first highs after a period of not smoking that brings me to serious temporary ego deaths when listening to any vibrational field
Idk, maybe next year I’ll smoke a few days then stop again lol
I’ve been wanting to take psychedelics these past months but… I feel like i don’t need to at all any more lol i can have the same experiences i had on LSD with weed now lol ( weed was never like this for me in the past) And then i feel like i don’t need weed cuz I’m already high most of the day with fields lol
But then it’s been almost 2 years since i took LSD… I’m sure with all the internal advancements i made the experience will be incomparable much like weed is to me today compared to 5 years back for example
Surprised no one made a joke about that yet
Have you tried shrooms though.
Far better IMO
for Me it produces more deep thoughts
more feelings of oneness
very deep feeling of love
more brain connections
LSD just made me anxious
I really want to!
And perhaps, next time i do anything I’ll do shrooms…
I just don’t know where to get them lol
I very much like the intensities of LSD, I’m an intense person in things i like so LSD was definitely up my alley, soon as that thing hits, whatever thing it is I’m feeling, its 10x more intense haha shrooms seems more grounded to me… I don’t even know when the last time I even listened to the grounding field was lol but perhaps i should
But in the end, this matters the most… And you can take shrooms more often than lsd, meaning it’s healthier and less taxing on the brain, so i might end up opting for this always instead
I never really felt anxious on LSD lol
The first time i took it, me and my friend where blasting metal music in a dark forest full of spider webs
I loved that shit man! Felt like a Vietnam movie or something haha at one point… We turned off our phone lights to see what things look like in pitch black darkness
As soon as we did
I told my friend
Yo, i feel like running (metal blasting in the background)
And 2 seconds later i bolt straight off the main path into the woods (the path was tiny as it was!)
And he’s like wtf!!! And starts running too!
Ah man!!! I never felt so free!!!
A while later and 100 spider webs destroyed later…
I chilled and reevaluated what i just did with my friend haha we where so scared of these damn spider webs cuz this forest had a lot of spiders and every single insect appeared 20x bigger
But running through it never made me feel more free lol
Crazy man, good times…
Looking forward to shrooms though haha