I stopped smoking out of nowhere (didn’t quit) a few weeks back after being urged to do so while listening to one of the yagnas, i believe it was chandi… Maybe Viracocha also had some thing to do with it (before my above post talking about light and vibrational guidance)
I kind of want to buy a dime but i don’t even wanna spend 10 bucks on it ( lol, i just spent 20 bucks on taco bell, what’s worse? Haha, don’t worry it’s charged!) since i need to save everything for nfts… And then at the same time I’m like… I don’t need it and i barely even want it… lol
But its always those first highs after a period of not smoking that brings me to serious temporary ego deaths when listening to any vibrational field
Idk, maybe next year I’ll smoke a few days then stop again lol
I’ve been wanting to take psychedelics these past months but… I feel like i don’t need to at all any more lol i can have the same experiences i had on LSD with weed now lol ( weed was never like this for me in the past) And then i feel like i don’t need weed cuz I’m already high most of the day with fields lol
But then it’s been almost 2 years since i took LSD… I’m sure with all the internal advancements i made the experience will be incomparable much like weed is to me today compared to 5 years back for example