Unfortunately money not good too for me 
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Zuzu are you on discord
Yes, but not right now.
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Damn, I had a feeling the deletion of some of the platforms was the beginning of the end and for the last couple of days my intuition told me this was serious and to let go what has been an integral essential part of my life for the last couple of years. It was time to mourn its end. Now I know why I have been feeling so much inner turbulence for the last couple of days. So in a way I’m not surprised about this announcement, still hurts though but that is part of life. As long as Dream can heal, I can’t expect someone to keep carrying a burden so immense until it cripples him.
My life hasn’t been easy, I endured a lot of severe childhood trauma from the age of 2 which resulted in a development trauma with rigorous nervous dysregulation. The biggest challenge was that I didn’t even know where my symptoms were coming from because of the age the core trauma happened, I only discovered what happened to me 2 years ago at the age of 31 during a hypnosis session. So until recently my whole life was a lot like fighting an invisible enemy and blaming myself for not being able to function normally which was not fair since I was suffering from a dysregulated nervous system and could only function at 10% a lot of the time.
To some it may sound odd but I’m now at the point where I can see the trauma has been my biggest gift, it has taught me so much about suffering, life, myself, wholeness and God. The healing process is far from done but I’ve grown so strong and wise so that I may help other who also suffered trauma and are still stuck. Dream’s creations were a MAJOR catalyst in this healing process, I literally couldn’t have done it without him. They enabled me to clear up so much pain and trauma and break through many patterns, all of which would have taken me at least 10 more lifetimes to achieve without these wonderful energetic creations.
“In pain you find truth, in truth you find freedom” and they say your biggest gifts won’t be granted to you without hardship. You endure pain so that you must heal it and during the healing process you gain your powers and wisdom and this is especially true for the healers among us. What if on a soul level, before incarnating in this lifetime, me and others here delibaretely chose a very difficult life in coordination with Dream because we knew we would eventually encounter him and his energetic creations which would enable us to speedrun the healing process. Just a thought but I like to think for me it is true, he has been pivotal in my life.
@El_Capitan_Nemo I salute you 🫡, at ease my friend. Thank you for carrying all this weight for us, you are one extraordinary soul. You have impacted my life on a level that is incomprehensible. I hope you can heal and find peace and joy again in this life. As a warrior you have served God in so many great ways by helping people heal and therefore spreading light and love on this earth. It’s going to take some time to adjust to a life without you, your creations and this awesome community but as always, life goes on. I’m now strong enough to carry myself in all aspects! And that means also being able to cry my eyes out while typing this haha! What a ride it has been.
And of course also a BIG thank you to the whole Sapien team, this all wouldn’t have been possible without you. I’m forever grateful for your guidance and support and your crucial role in building this Valhalla of a project.
@SammyG Will at least everything I ever bought from gumroad, teespring, Sapienshop etc including all the NFT’s like Karma crucible, Tapasya of Savitur etc. still remain active? I invested thousands of dollars throughout the years so I hope I can look at them like physical unbreakable collector items that will stay intact (as long as the file remains intact). And I assume the premium Patreon fields like Diabetes reversal will be lost since they only worked on a subscription base?
Another question since I can get kind of paranoid about this, I have somehow created a silly belief that fields only work if I have downloaded them from the original source like gumroad, Teespring etc. Most of them are downloaded on my phone and I have a fear that the fields won’t work anymore if I copy them from my phone to my computer as a backup, that the copying process will somehow corrupt the energy haha. I assume I can let this worry go haha?
Since you said the enlightendstates website will remain active maybe you can incorporate questions regarding the aftermath of the end of Sapienmed into the FAQ? Or on discord?
And this question is aimed at both @El_Capitan_Nemo and @SammyG : as a healer am I allowed to use the energetic creations as support while healing my clients? For example the mandelbroth symphony, would be very cool if I could for example use the solar plexus one as an extra healing layer while working with that chakra of a client. Of course it’s implied I won’t share the audios with my clients, I will only play the fields while working on clients.
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Honestly I’ve been lurking on this forum for maybe three years now and I will forever be grateful for all Dream has done. I can accept his decision in regards to patreon and gumroad and am mostly fine with it. However, I won’t lie, I am deeply regretful at missing the chance to get just one field from gumroad. Sure I have a list of fields I had wanted to buy but I don’t feel too bad on losing out on them.
This one field though, the Total Animal Regen i think it was called. I have been kicking myself ever since I saw gumroad go down. It was pretty much THE field I’ve been looking for and wanting ever since I first learned about Dream and his works.
So many fields seemed to only focus on the betterment of humans with very few for pets and animals. As a pet owner, my pets’ health are just as important to me as my own and my parents. Missing out on that field that seems to pretty much tackle every main ailment a pet suffers through (the fact it covered the teeth and gum disease is what really sold me on it). That weighs heavily on my heart especially after having lost a pet already this year. That field seemed like the perfect field that every pet owner should have. And I was dumb enough to not have purchased it as soon as I saw it in the shop. My dumb self was waiting and hoping for a sale. Now my dumb self missed out entirely on this great field.
I should have just bought it… man…
Anyway, It is bittersweet to see it all come to an end. Especially since it’s another thing in my life to have come to an end this year…
Thank you for everything.
ps. What of the patreon premium fields?
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I appreciate your efforts and attention here, Sammy. You’ve done a great job with a big task, along with all the other admins and mods that kept it running. Please don’t hesitate to reach out if you need anything.
Dream, if you see or feel this, it was great working with you. Ritualis Jewelry has been my passion for over 14 years and it will continue to be for many to come, but I deeply enjoyed the synergistic work we did together. My friend, I will miss our conversations.
To the community, it was great to meet those of you who I did. It was great to support those of you who Ritualis could. I don’t think anyone from the forum ever crossed over to utilize my mentorship but I have enjoyed the many conversations here. I left contact info in the Ritualis category over here.
I’ll talk to the Discord Mods (Whomever those are?) about adding a Ritualis section for any ongoing service that is in progress and any future service that makes sense.
Always feel free to reach out and say hello,
I will be seeing you bright souls around.
-Kedrik
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Fields continue to work. They hsve a life of their own regardless and continue regenerating/growing for all time.
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I am insanely grateful for every opportunity captain gave us, for the depth of growth we all shared and the exploration that was initiated. I will forever reminisce with gratitude on this chapter and remain thankful to be connected to such incredible souls even in a small way.
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Has dream taken on any apprentices over the years to pass down his method of creating fields. It feels like it would be a shame to loose this knowledge accumulated.
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There probably won’t ever be anyone like Dream and can even come close to mastering his craft.
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Patreon subscriptions seem to still be working for people as the programming didn’t account for… deletion of the products on patreon.
As for if they would keep working after the month, idk tbh.
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You guys will recieve links with the whole course. I’ll have to figure that out soon.
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I also updated the discord link.
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Same there’s a fair few that I’d like to download please. There’s some that’s helped my family xx
Thank you for everything sapiens, I have been watching your creations closely and your growth for a long time but I never had the opportunity to delve deeper, that was until recently this year, I am happy to have met you even if for a short time, and I thank you for some fields that I was able to buy and enjoy, I wish you a great and healing rest, that you can align yourself with your inner goals and have peace and a lot of fun in this life
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Once again thank you for all the both of you have done and respect your decisions to move onto retirement of Sapienmedicine.
But I won’t deny that it has been a really challenging year for most of us.
Even for myself, I have been holding onto a glimmer of hope with one of the gumroad audios. I hope there can be a final sale at least. I won’t lie there are countless of times I’ve wanted to commit a particular S-word in this year alone and it’s really been crazy. Now that it is gone, I won’t lie that I am absolutely devastated…
Bu oh well, we all have to move on somehow,
And I wish you all the best.
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That’s my concern.
My understanding is that premium tier fields only work while you pay membership, now Sapien Patreon is gone, what would happen to the premium tier fields?
I didn’t purchase them because I was paying membership…
I’m grateful forever, but really sad
Still can’t comprehend very well though I totally understand the situation
Cyber bullying, hacking and scams have been big problems in our society, fortunately I never experienced them, but Captain has been a constant target
I thank all the works by him
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I can get on a discord call with all of you at 8PM EST and you can all voice your thoughts and feelings directly. We can convene in one of the chats so I can read your texts if you prefer not to speak.
I’m feeling a mass of confused, mad, sad, grateful and loving energy at the same time. It’s quite a lot but I prefer to address the energy directly.
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