You know what’s funny @FBI_cyber_division, I wrote my profile as a joke. But I’m honestly as empty as Patrick Bateman is. It’s funny how my subconscious recognised that.
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What do you mean by become “someone”? And how does being this “someone” help me?
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Hey, youre not allowed to be edgier than me!
But seriously, youre not empty.
If you have heart chakra or soul restoration heart, spam those fields and have tissues ready for deeep repressed emotions to surface.
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So sad seeing these beings like that 
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@FBI_cyber_division and @Samurai You see, wanting to be “someone” is alien to me. Because I switch sides so often. One moment I’m this, the other I’m the exact opposite. There is no consistent “me”. It’s partly why I see morality as a joke. It stemmed from me holding different moral beliefs at different times and realising they were all a facade. It’s what makes me think free will is a facade (yes I can substantiate my arguments but my intuition says it is).
Everything about me is contradictory, meaningless. Not necessarily in a sad way, but just …
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The only underlying link to everything I can find is that I like to be an Observer/Spectator of things. I have no real desires and that’s maybe why my subconscious freaks out and deludes me into thinking I want superficial things.
That’s it. Being an Observer/spectator. It’s why I wanna talk to Entities. It’s why I want to astral project. I don’t care about ruling the world, or finding my true self or any of that. I just like seeing where this is all going…
It’s why I’m passive. And ask so many questions.
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I know what you mean, I have been there.
As I said, the real “human” you is in your heart.
Look there, you will find yourself.
It isnt affected by all the shit you wrote, its the same, stays the same, just hidden, pushed away by fake you’s.
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Why do you think I am so against hormones like testosterone, dht, androstenol?
They are temporary fuel, a booster to the FAKE you’s.
If you have soul restoration heart, loop it as much as you can.
Trust me, your true self will reveal itself.
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Another common theme (perhaps deeper) is contradiction. I just can’t help but like the contradictory. Liking opposites. I have a love hate relationship with almost everything.
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I can sense it dipshit, do not ignore what I said.
“Meh, heart love blabla”
Been there , done that, big mistake.
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Nah, most people are like this.
My warrior spirit made it extra worse for me, if I was some fluffy Pleiadian I wouldnt have these issues ;D
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The shit you learn on earth, heh, grumpy wizard was right
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Whatever my higher self wanted to learn/experience is some really complicated stuff I suppose…
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I simultaneously envy them and unenvy them
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Its awesome.
I wouldve been a Judo champion with all these fields if I didnt start smoking at 15 and be “cool” with girls and act gangsta like some idiot
Goddamnit you triggered memories Phil
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The 15 year old you is everything I hate. And like everything else, love as well (I’m sort of into gangsta rap). Only sometimes though.
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The chosen one huh?
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Most gangsta rappers are homosexual btw.
Rick ross was a prison guard for example.
Dont be fooled lol, its brainwashing.
Listen to some Leo Rojas instead ;)
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Because they dont listen to themselves.
Luckily we are psychic weirdos so we dont have the problem of “trying to fit in”
Most try tho
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Alrighty…Off to Nibiru.
Lets see whats there lol
Take care all
(If I dont return, im at Nibiru)
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