I am sorry you’re going through this, but I know you can make it through. I know it has been shared a couple times, trust it works coupled with taking an inspired action.
As well as the Star Exercise if you haven’t tried already, or if you’re keen to try another way to shake off those low feels (for me it always does)
Universal Life Energy is very high frequency, etheric, having some attributes that could be described as spiritual and physical, yet the energy can be affected & directed by the mind and emotions.
Wish you well.