So today I’m starting to do something new with my spiritual health and for others as well. I think it’s a pretty good idea let me know your thoughts. So instead of working on abilities I’m just throwing that to the side for right now as that’s not that important as energy healing. I’m starting to work on my environment like my home, neighbors, homeless, stores, etc. I think I’ve said this before but I live in a very negative city. I mean even the whole county is like this it’s insane. I’m getting sick of it. I’m learning that I constantly feel it and when I’m finally straight I’ll go leave the house or something and I’m back to feeling down and everything. I think it’s time I start trying to perform some energy healing. I’m going to be using fields to help me with this of course. My goal is to try and spread as much positivity, unconditional love, and abundance to all. It’s time I start speaking to people and trying to help them understand things better spiritually. I’m even starting to get people questioning things like not in a bad way. I have somebody in my home that’s talking more about things and I’m trying to help them understand with their questions and I can just tell a bell goes off and they start thinking. This worker at a gas station (I believe is me as well I know sounds crazy lol) but me and my partner has made friends with them. I believe I’m meant to help them and a dark force is trying to stop me heavily and trying to keep us separated. They have a lot of negative on them and don’t even see it but I do and I can feel it. Me and them talked one day and they told me how they used to believe in the spiritual stuff, used to meditate, used to believe in God even. I never asked why they stopped never got that far yet always get interrupted or told to stop speaking about it by my partner. They now started asking questions like “you still meditate?”, “you still listen to those audios?”, “are they helping?” Just question like that and they asked my partner the other day if they help and they said they don’t know and I couldn’t answer them as I wasn’t there. I honestly think they asked because of their curiosity and their interested in giving it a try. I’m going to try my absolute best to help my environment and as many others as I can. I believe I found my calling now it’s time to get started. I’m going to keep you all updated and let you know how it’s going.
I wanna do stuff like this too but when i try reach out to friends about morphic fields , spirutality or even self improvement i get labeled as crazy or “its just placebo man your delusional” or "tik tok isn’t even bad it lets me learns loads "
I feel like people have to go through this on their own and everyone goes through their own journey but idk, I’d love to help the masses of people in someway. Thats y mass meditation 2.0 is an amazing field and the nft the blessed path
Yeah I have learnt to not talk to people about fields or anything similiar unless Im sure they are open minded enough.
Their loss
Me too. I get looked at crazy and weird. Even had coworkers when I had a job randomly come up to me tell me I had schizophrenia, tell me I seem off for no reason, tell me I needed help that their worried about me. I never really spoke about things like this nor pushed it. After people got like that I learned I needed to push it even harder to better myself. It’s funny how when you start getting better and happier people call you crazy and stuff even for no reason. The craziest thing is it was coming from people with a WHOLE county on drugs very bad drugs. They would be nodding out standing there and I’m the one that got fired, I’m the one that was told I couldn’t have a ride anymore, I don’t do drugs and it’s sad honestly. The truly awakened people get jumped. The craziest thing is I remember when before I started this the one coworker used to talk about black magic and the necronomicon and everything. When I started talking about God things really hit the fan. God isn’t real, meditation isn’t real it’s all bs, and all that stuff. Even family comes for me since I was little. I used to fear of getting laughed at, getting looked at funny. I went to my dad’s wedding a year ago wearing crystals and talking about this. The priest was the biggest one he couldn’t stop staring and wasn’t there more than 10 min lol haven’t really had a conversation or anything with my dad since. I was even happy and surprised when I thought my dad wanted to finally reconnect but I was wrong even found he was talking crap behind my back to other family members
I’m learning there’s a certain way to show people. Gotta start very small and work up. I’ve had a few people come to me for advice randomly even on the streets that I never even knew. It seems a lot of random people lately talk to me about their personal problems too. It seems many tell me their secrets they hide from others even. People look at me like why they even talking about this. My partner gets irritated at this too lol. I remember when this guy came to me for help. I had money at the time not much but he asked for a coffee. He said he really needed a drink so I went into a store got him a coffee like he asked and brought him food too. He said thank you, shook my hand, I noticed he saw the scar on my hand, then said something weird on foreign with a creepy smile and it gave me chills. I feel like I’m watched a lot even people stare my partner even sees it so I know it isn’t me. I try to explain to her it’s me and she just says don’t get ahead of yourself, dont give yourself credit, people are just nosey, things like that lol