I’d suggest the Path to Wholeness.
Or if you want to do it more at your own pace and style, get The Malleable Ego + Subconscious Limits Removal 3.0.
Then pair this with a personal reflection, acceptance, and reintegration practice.
@SammyG made some great posts detailing the above practices.
The gist of it is, don’t fight or resist what you don’t like about yourself. Every version and “side” of you is valid and must be accepted in order to then be released. Highly recommended. Link below:
https://forum.enlightenedstates.com/t/subconscious-limits-removal-ver-3-0/79390/223?u=pano