lol.
Its actually pretty sad.
really really sad.
One day, I will have my win.
I will leave all of you behind, forever.
Perhaps even if its death.
but it will be the greatest thing to ever happen.
[SIERRA - Stronger (GUNSHIP Remix)]
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Dream, I just want to let you know that we are all here for you and you are loved. I hope you feel better and if you need to retire from fields that is fine. I hope you live your greatest life how you want to
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Nice guidebook ;)
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I gonna real with you.
I do no believe that in any form or fashion.
No matter what you say.
Actions always speak louder than words.
I know you all were told some bullshit about me.
But nobody was told that last year half my house burned down
(or perhaps set on fire)
and my laptop was stolen and also my rings
from inside my house
(metaphysical rings I wore at the retreat)
Letters were written by forum members saying I was insane and needed to locked away.
All this is part of what happened.
So please don’t come with that untruth.
There is no way to ever believe that.
(90 percent of people are gonna skip this part and forget i wrote it even )
But it is easy for me to accept and understand that humans are just not capable of
real love, respect, kindness etc.
even admiration.
I dont think that is possible either.
I live on earth.
lol
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I do not know what else to say. I truly hope you feel better
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for what?
to just continue the above?
I dont feel anyhow
You dont have to say anything, why would you?
Its okay.
I not gonna pretend i understand, i wasnt designed that way.
But i know that is what people really are.
So its all i expect.
Trust me, changing my view, doesn’t ‘change’ people.
Nothing much to say about it.
It is what it is.
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I don’t know what to say
I’m really speechless.
And guilty too, for belonging to this race called Homo sapien.
I know what I am today after coming in your contact.
I’ve kept you always in my blessings.
And I know you are in the blessings of many.
But reading all this, left me shattered.
Don’t know who all are behind this, nor I want to know.
But I could sense something a few months ago when a member said something weird about this forum and the fields.
As if (s)he was taking out some grudges for this forum.
I thought may be (s)he needs some help.
But I couldn’t at that time.
But leaving all such clues behind.
I’m just wondered
What have we given to our Captain?
Those enormous, endless labour of giving us the power to change our lives,
Those moments of bliss and contentment,
Where did it all went?
And see
See, still he’s coming back for us 
I mean who does that much for others ?
I remember a story of an Indian Sage who once was doing a Sun tapasya in a water body.
He saw a scorpion drowning
As he tried to save the scorpion to leave it to the shore,
The scorpion bite him in return.
But the sage didn’t lost his nature.
But I haven’t expected such scorpions in human form to be honest, that too from this community.
Sorry that I’m writing some bad things about others.
But I’m very unhappy to know this.
The only thing I’ve left in my mind as a fruit for them is THE LAW OF KARMA, as per my little understanding.
I am really Sorry for this Captain.
I know you’re fed up of all these things.
People are different by their speech and action.
I don’t know which words to use.
But please,
Please
I ask for forgiveness
They have digged their own Graveyard.
I wish you
A life free from all such troubles.
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yeh I don’t mean to mess up your page.
my apologies of course
@ mods and sammy
Please continue your regularly scheduled program
Disclaimer
Nothing i said above was insane
I also have my fire incident report for all of you who said I burnt my house myself.
(That’s like the ultimate gaslighting isnt it )
(yes people do think so, you would be surprised what people say about you behind closed doors)
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nothing but love and respect for you @Dreamweaver no matter how other humans may paint a picture of disappointment, we aren’t perfect but those of us who strive to make it a little better wish the best for you in every way.
You are a very generous and amazing being and I will forever be grateful to exist in the same time space reality of you and who you are, JUST as you are. I will always support you.
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I was pondering on how many glyphs can I Run, i open the app and this is what it pop ups 
The only limit is the one you set for yourself
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Actually, it seems now more complicated than it had before. Will have to do a wider research.
That’s way too much, may be better to just buy an iphone.
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eBay refurbished is my go to for iPhones
my secondary is an iPhone 11 Pro
valid for fields, filming, recording etc
nice n practical
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to make a difference it makes sense to be different,embrace it,you are appreciated more than you realize
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Take extra care of your phone that has “Time Since” lol…
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ladies and gents dont forget this, its the apps concept but its also an invitation for you to check and “track” the time of your goals cooking in the background 
some times.
every time i open it and read each goal i feel like my intention, desire, hope, joy/butterflies feeling them happening also nurtures that power!
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I was watching some videos on YouTube, then I thought I’d take a break. I closed the video screen and displayed the screen with my phone’s Android stopwatch (not the Time Since one) that I use to see synchronicity numbers.
And then I saw… 18h:18m:18s 
.
Two mirror numbers i’m used to seeing them every day, but three mirror numbers is the first time I’ve seen that 
!!!
Maybe...
Meaning of the Number 111
The number 111 is often associated with:
- A new beginning: It symbolizes the start of a new cycle, an opportunity, or the rapid manifestation of thoughts into reality.
- Alignment with your higher self: It’s a call to listen to your intuition and stay positive.
- A spiritual message: It may indicate that you are on the right path and that the universe is supporting you.
Meaning of the Number 888
The number 888 is linked to:
- Abundance and prosperity: It is often seen as a sign of material and spiritual wealth.
- Karmic balance: This number suggests that you are reaping what you have sown, whether in career, relationships, or spirituality.
- A cycle coming to an end: It can indicate the conclusion of a phase and the beginning of another, bringing blessings.
Connection Between 111 and 888
When these two numbers appear together, it can mean:
- A major positive transformation: 111 signals the start of a cycle, while 888 announces rewards or abundance ahead.
- A powerful alignment: Your energy and thoughts are directly shaping your reality, and you are about to manifest something significant.
- A financial or spiritual opportunity: This could be a sign that you are entering a phase where your past efforts will pay off.
In summary, seeing 111 and 888 together is a strong message of manifestation, spiritual growth, and prosperity. It’s a reminder that you are being guided toward a path of abundance and renewal.
It could be related to the energies I work with and the chronoglyph manifestation requests (I must have done about thirty of them lol)
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Te quiero. Incondicionalmente.
In every universe, multiverse, space, timeline… and in the void.
EVEN THEN.
And now… I need to add something.
It’s just too tempting…
For the serial skippers:
Picture Jinx from Arcane, grinning like a manic whirlwind… her wild eyes flashing with mischief as she cocks her gun… and then…: “You feel it? The buzzing behind your eyes right before things go… POOW. Best feeling in the world, kid.”
P.S. Just in case there are any ninja skippers:
One more thing…
The pro skippers… you can skip this.
I find myself needing to share this again:
Totally just-not-to-lose-my-shit mode.
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I should try this. I’m going to add it now. “Do not add 21 intentions in the same day”. But it would be number 22… 
I should also add a “Do not reply 345,432 times in the same thread”.
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