@RisingKundaFest Wishing you speedy recovery and journey back to health and happiness. Take good care!
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Thank you my cosmic family.« 
I’ll be signing off now.
Have a good Christmas, Happy New Year and other festivals that happen in the meantime 
As always, I’ll meet you there…
Signs off
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break-journey
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Gramercy in your apopemptic Zivilcourage of contre-coeur sbottonarsi & metter in piazza with the Sapien Medicine fam.
Confianza in your hart ducha for your 2021 Redivivus tashinamu!
holopis kuntul baris
Arrivderci my achates.
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Dear friend, @RisingKundaFest may the grunt be with you, I wish you the best now and always, you can improve of course! See you soon in 2021! a big hug from the heart wherever you are !!! 
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Sending you love - 
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Hi,
And here I am trying to get back to normal (still trying…) ! And all of you so damn negentropic already ahah!
Here’s an update. It will be lengthy and I’ll share a piece of myself. 
So, I took a small break from the forum as other social venues, to focus on my health, as some of you know. Last time I gave an update my condition worsened, triggered an auto-immune response flaring all my body, mind, you name it. It completely overwhelmed me. I even introduced the manner to Dream and Sam, whose help I gladly acknowledge and thank, which later on sustained that, being deeply encoded (as in, genetic) it would be very hard. Nonetheless, Dream offered to help still, if only he knew what was wrong.
[For those of you wrong sayers /doers: This is the type of people and family in this forum!
I mean, I am a complete stranger to most of you, and still I was surprised given the many that did reach out. I have some PM’s which I will gladly attend to in the following days. Moreover, I will be updating my experiences with audios, fields, mandalas and sigils in the upcoming ones.]
Now, here is for my update:
- As I earlier have mentioned, my condition started to worsen. I started losing weight fast, and muscle. Considering I did a small “transformation” beforehand, it proved to be quite “uneventful” and rather depressing.
- Then the hair started dropping like crazy, even hair/scalp problems such as “rosacea” I think, Started coming around…
- Problems with digestion, lack of sleep, tiredness…low thyroid function
- Worse was the seemingly cognitive decline, looking like I was heading to a cliff. Honestly it feels horrible, as if Dream invented a Dumb/ignorant/lazy audio and I was looping it all day.
- All in all, it was a full blown attack and I wasn’t ready for it.
Inevitably, I fell…And so far, so forth., 
A while ago I received a notification, triggered by @Jennyfire that tried to reach out to let me know about Plasma! Oh yes, all of you seem to be so plasmafied around here too lol.
At that moment, I had given up on my cognitive pursuit, because I could no longer pursue it. I mean, I can deal with an unstable home environment, toxic home and family members, but losing my “edge”…it saddened me deeply, you have no idea. I know for a fact that here on this realm, one is not the mind neither the body, to a certain extent, but seeing yourself go, seemingly after you’ve just arrived…? It hurts. I guess some will understand what I mean, for others I’m just digressing anyway.
General medicine has given me a general “up yours”, and today is nearly impossible to get appointments and stuff, so…I’m back to figuring it myself. I’ve seen promising results with plasma, and found out you have a Plasma Protocol. Looking at the reviews, it seems to be one of the most (if not the most) powerful Dream created, for the body as a whole!
Of a talk I’ve had with a doctor, I was told that you can’t fight entropy. The system is going in a certain way, and you can only reduce the speed. Not the most motivating speech, but still, I’ve been through this in earlier childhood, where I went through a clinical trial of a few thousands to reverse a specific condition. The side effects are still being felt, and hearing about “well man, that’s life”, given that you didn’t know what you were actually getting up into, is somehow frustrating. It is like: you came to existence without a blueprint, so…we took chances and it backfired. Good luck man.”
“What can we do to reverse entropy?”.
Well, there’s no such thing. It’s genetic. 
Smh… 
I’ve studied a lot to know about, to say the least, gene deactivation and such, so I know for a fact that entropy can somehow be reversible, just as much the brain recuperate mainly through neurogenesis and neuroplasticity, but it is very expensive and requires incredible effort and studying of each and every single individual’s genetic patterns as much as signal pathways. (things I cannot afford at the moment, not in this day and state)
Then it hit me, on a weird search: Negentropic. I was like… whaa? Of course I was hooked, went through the rabbit hole…
And it is when I found about Plasma Protocol and all the cool stuff Dream has been releasing so far.
Later on, on meditations and deeper thoughts, I keep hearing about the Blueprint. “You don’t come here with a blueprint”… “If only you knew…if only you knew…”. And I’m feeling a pull towards the forum/audios and you guys, of course. 
Have you ever had the certainty that you are not doomed, no matter how much people led you to believe it so? It is not the first time, people tell me it is over. That’s the place where I am at. Perhaps it’s the abundance audio ahah, some of you know I enjoy that one (there’s more to it, than meets the…ear… 
)
I don’t have the money to spare for Plasma nor Blueprint at the moment, that’s reality, no matter how abundant I feel for everything else. But I have the means to get them. I’m willing to part ways with my tags, to get the necessary audios.
I feel I can most likely recuperate and buy them back. Even better, if actually buying my own tags back from someone, even if more expensive. I know this sounds ridiculous, but I have sort of a history with Teespring and the endless legacy to have them at my place…So, they’re kind of mine, even if I sell them to you lol.
Anyhow, this is know my higher pursuit:
1- Plasma Protocol
2- Blueprint of life
It is kind of like my last draw. Of course, other audios could be helpful, but these two alone seemingly are doing most, for most around here. I know also I can’t listen to too many of them, especially at the same time, so I can’t compile a stack to target all organs separately and try to improve them. That will most likely rev up my nervous system, and you know what that does to the immune system also…so, no chance.
So I need to play this short and precise. So, in short. I’m back, smaller sized, less-haired, older looking, but with the same spirit!
This is where I fight.
Thanks for reading
Kunda,
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It is so awesome to have you back @RisingKundaFest 
You are in good hands, hang in there, everything is going to work out for you!
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Fight on, Kunda! 
I’m new around here, but wishing you all the best nonetheless. Thank you for the inspired post!
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@RisingKundaFest! I am truly happy to see you back here! God bless you brother. Keep on fighting and that’s the spirit. I’ve always believed too that for some reason I was not doomed. I totally understand your words…
And yes we are a family and you are not alone. Everything will be okay!
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Welcome back @RisingKundaFest my friend! I’m really happy you’re back! Wishing you a fast recovery!
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Welcome back @RisingKundaFest. I hope that you heal soon, and I believe you can do it!
I found Sapien Medicine on one of my “lazy” days. I had most of the symptoms you have plus other things when I finally joined this forum. For me, the cognitive decline was the hardest part. Sometimes, letters didn’t form into a word that made sense, whatever people say was too confusing to understand, even my favorite game Sudoku, I lost my ability to play that.
When I arrived in this forum, I had people helping me to build my stack. I am so grateful because on those days, it was just very hard to read and understand what I read. My sleep and tiredness problem where the first ones to go. After that, I started adding a few more fields to cure other problems. Then, my muscle pain was gone. My digestive health is improving too now. When it comes to cognitive ability, I feel that my ability to process information is still slower than what it used to be, but at least I can now function 
. I could even join Zoom call with Sammy for 2 hours straight without feeling confused. I think joining discussions in this forum helps too.
I am still trying to find a solution for dryness on the skin and scalp. Those are the first symptoms that I had (which started about 6 years ago) but I neglected that because I thought it’s just the weather/ the soap/ other external conditions.
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Wb! 
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Welcome back my friend. 
I resonated with your post alot, and it kind of made me emotional. Haha. It was very, very inspiring to read. Anyways, screw what those doctors say man, doctors are wrong all the time! They are wrong bro. Thanks for being strong, and giving this thing everything you’ve got! I’ll be adding you to my prayers every morning. Keep fighting! And bless ya bro. 
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Oh yeah. Doctors told me a lot of wrong things with skincare because they’re human and they only know what they know.
The doctors i knew growing up weren’t really healers.
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Welcome back @RisingKundaFest! Great to hear from you and what an exciting journey your Soul decided to put you through 
You’ve got the best tools available to navigate through the current challenges. Have fun and looking forward to hearing all about it 
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I think the doctors’ education system also makes them that way. I often listen to the podcast on functional medicine and there was once a discussion about how doctor’s training is more about memorization than developing critical thinking skills. So, when they don’t find any of their findings from the patient matches with what they have memorized, it would be “it’s just in your head”, “this is incurable”, etc.
I have read a story about a doctor who cured her autoimmune disease, not by taking medication that suppressed her immune system, but by finding the root cause of her disease and tailoring her diet to tackle the root cause.
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