I don’t know what’s fucking happening. I think I am going crazy. I am just really fucking wrong. My perceptions of reality just keep changing.
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There are some big energies integrating in the universe right now. Just go with it. Observe.
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That was a wonderful comment
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@yazan I don’t mean to bash you but I think you need to go within take time off the internet and reflect on whats going on inside cause I’ll let you know right now nothing externally from you is the cause of what your experiencing and I hope after self reflecting you apologize to captain cause he truly is helping us and the collective in countless ways and he doesn’t deserve to be bashed for doing good. I am only saying this cause I truly respect & love captain nemo for all he has done for me and others.
This tarot card would be perfect in your situation not many people like to go through this but I guarantee you will come out stronger happier and gain a new found clarity.
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It’s a Captain field, but…
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no i don’t agree with you, i think you’re wrong, and you need help, and i can’t help you. I don’t even think you’re saying that out of spite, work with your father, see people, play sports, if you can, I have too many problems to help you, the only thing I can tell you is sapien medicine has helped me a lot,
now I will no longer answer you; read books it will do you good, I don’t know, I think you’re a lot in your head, I don’t know if what I’m writing is well translated, but I think you can’t say what you say,
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Did you not get concrete results with the audio?
He’s blooming flowers
But all you’re doing is spraying pest on him.
Since it’s rain that blooms about flowers, not the thunder nor its storms,
I politely request that you take down this post and apologize to him,
in ode to your service to humanity ofc
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I think you’re right in the sense that you shouldn’t blindly trust anyone. That can lead to all sorts of trouble. But that’s common sense.
But understand this here is not blind trust. Some people know him for 10+ years and use fields for more than that. Surely if there’s some kind of mastermind plan implemented, it would be fairly obvious by now.
I think that’s understandable. Audios shouldn’t be the definition of your life really, it should be your choices. There’s indeed wisdom in what you said.
No. This is done for the sake of you only. As mentioned above, it is your choice.
Discernment. If you want people to join you, you’d better have glaringly obvious evidence first.
Yes this is logically sound. Until you see proof. Which might never happen because there’s no scientific measurement for intention afaik. What would you do then?
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You always have the right to choose, those who are willing to believe may be the miracles that prove it, everyone is different and unique
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But nice2knowU
This isnt some hypothetical thing
This dude over here is literally asserting this nonsense on Dream.
I always use my phone to type on here. Today I did not, chose some laptop. Anyways. I didnt realize that the amount of views to on a topic could sometimes be like 50k.
50k is just one example
Imagine 50k reading this,
With some actually believing what this fool is proclaiming on Dream. Ridiculous
That too in the name of humanity?
Its like the fools who proclaim terrorism in the name of God
It’s twisted.
I swear if I had some magical thing that could prove to everyone in the world what’s up with the entire Sapient Universe…
Hmm maybe one day
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I know what you mean.
I just think in his current state, he probably doesn’t mean excessive harm. I might be totally wrong though.
Well it’s his choice whom to trust and whom not to. I don’t judge that. But you’re right, that’s not for humanity, but for himself, selfish reasons.
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Our sufferings do not justify our wrongdoings, especially when it comes to accusing and, or slandering others, remember this
And not to mention with how this entire situation is framed. Not fair game
Maybe it’s just me but
You don’t win my sympathy or empathy by throwing Dream under the bus 
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Because of his disease, he’s interpreting reality abnormally. Suspiciousness is part of his disease.
@SammyG You may want to have a private talk with Yazan. Anyway, this is his choice to stay or not to stay. Plus, this problem has happened plenty of times. Please make a decision about this issue.
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I have family members who have schizophrenia or similar type disease, and it is a symptom of the disease to be suspicious and feel like they are being targeted somehow, or that everything is out to get them. I think the best thing would be to seek help in this situation, but it is tough because the person is suspicious of all people. It doesn’t help to use logic with them. Their perceptions are impacted. In this case there is difficult ethical territory because it is unclear if the person truly has agency to choose anymore to seek help, if they cannot perceive their own illness and instead reject all attempts to heal.
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sigh I have been kind to you Yazan. And I sincerely hope that you find some peace in your life. I think you need professional help. As in, see a psychiatrist as soon as possible kind of help. We cannot help you. And all this talk of entities, fields, energy, changing reality and whatnot in this forum is the absolute most non healthiest thing that you can be consuming right now. It will lead you down rabbit holes that end up leaving this realm and entering others that are only in your head.
You have made a number of incoherent threads that make little to no sense as of late. One being, that you created covid for example. And many other things, even said so privately. I think for your sake, psychiatry is something you need to seek immediately. Something to ground you to the here and now around you.
As @donut says though, it is very difficult to even seek help when you don’t think you need it. Your reality is more separated from ours but to you, it is all that is real to you. Your brain is likely interpreting whatever you think to be objective reality. And that causes you to feel justified. Causes you to feel like you are in the right and everyone else is wrong. You have even admitted before that you had mental issues that need fixing. These issues haven’t improved Yazan. They have gotten worse and your posts as of late are solid reflections of this.
You were on your way but if you decide to stay, I will not allow it. It seems cruel. Of course, at the end of the day this is a supportive community and it is very nice to have all these people willing to help in any way at any moment. Offer words of support and more. But we are just words on a screen. You need people at your side right now to tell you what’s what.
I think for your sake… for your health and well being… for your groundedness to our shared reality and not just the one in your head… this forum is not the right place for you at the moment.
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Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.
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The question might be not how to help him, but whether we should be helping him, spending way lot of time and energy, on someone that does not currently seek to be healed, helped and while his intentions are not great to talk about. Maybe he has currently other lessons to learn.
If someone needs to just shit on Captain, on the community, and that without even any kind of “reason”, then I suggest we wish him luck, just elsewhere.
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Hey @yazan - what “psychological drugs” are you withdrawing from? What’s your diagnosis?
Now I do wonder if captain could make a field for psychotic disorders ranging from schizophrenia to brief psychotic episodes to schizophreniform and schizoaffective. There are also subtypes like delusional disorder. Taking care of these people with serious forms in the wards, they really do need a lot of help and often have very poor insight into their own condition, and as a consequence and not very good at seeking treatment either.
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I agree, this seems like it is about something different.
So at first I read the opening post and it kind of made sense that you are suspicious/cautious because you have these dreams, that is understandable.
However, I notice that you fail to bring up an actual example of the kind of harm that is supposedly being done here. I mean I get the argument, you are saying we are being manipulated and this is drawing from people’s energies and so on, which are all things that actually happened before in the “audio-manifestation-community” (for lack of a better term)
But do you see that you can’t give us an actual example of harm being done?
Then I continued to read your other replies and it seems like you yourself don’t really know what you are perceiving, as if it is something that is constantly morphing, as if you are lacking grounding. Do you believe that there is the slightest possibility that your assessment of Nemo and the audios might bbe flawed because of this fluctuating perception of reality?
We are not trying to be mean, we want to understand what is actually happening here, and if this is true, if you are saying these things because you have an unstable sense of reality, then that is nothing to be laughed at and should be taken seriously.
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