Whenever you have the time & inclination, can you please do a reading for me? Thank you.
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Volunteering
thank you
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More feedback if possible please. I’d like to know if I was tripping there.
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Okay, so basically, I am someone who is very rigid and well-structured in plans that I care about. I think that was what the “time and order” was referring to.
Then, with me trying to play among gods and spirits, that could be referencing my heightened spirituality recently.
Then as for descending to the lowest plan to fight something, I think that is referring to my recent desire to become a warrior or embody one. I feel that as I am, I do not receive respect and appreciation, and am almost a doormat. I want to stand up against something worth standing up against, and show people that I don’t fuck around
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Feedback: You did really well. Good job, thank you! (More specific comments to follow.)
Extremely accurate and I found the metaphor you used to be very interesting, very applicable. (And I had the thought of “Oh, mannnn! I thought I had cleaned that up enough that it wouldn’t be the first thing someone would ‘see’!” 
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Working on this, yeah.
It does make sense to me. Not only is this, too, very accurate, but several other people would corroborate what you’re saying here.
Yeah? Eventually they carry me? That’d be cool (and novel and welcome 
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I totally get what you’re meaning here. That’s my intention.
Nice!
So, a playful question for you (and feel free to decline to answer): If you were going to suggest field(s) to someone traveling this timeline on their way to this, what would you suggest?
Discussion (apart from your excellent reading):
I’m curious, when you get to where you thought you were seeing our futures, did you have any thoughts or feelings about your experience? IOW, I’m interested in what was going on with you, not fishing for more reading. I’m exploring this with you because I’m hoping that poking at your experience a little might inspire you to new ways to approach this, if that’s what you want.
The other question I had as I read this passage of yours was “What if their future isn’t on the other side of that wall?” That lead me to wonder, “What’s everything else that’s not that wall that is there for you to see?” I wonder if you can see that, receive that and then (in a more interactive setting) talk about what you can see and work with your querent so that s/he can construct their timeline for themselves?
Just random thoughts I had in response to what you’d posted here.
From my own experience, I’m remembering what you’re describing here about reporting. And remote, written reporting was all the harder for me because I didn’t have the usual of social cues that I would have with a real-time face-to-face reading that would help me deploy some diplomacy when needed. 
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I’d like to volunteer, although there is a long line. First time asking for a reading, of anything, a little nervous. But I got an internal “green light” Thanks.
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Can’t wait to read yours Zuzu
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It will probably right now be a hot mess, I think!
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Maybe the beginning, that’s how you became so wise
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@Kenneth
What set you on your recent path was not a failure per se. It was more like a touch of enlightenment. Combined with a touch of disillusionment. You saw two things about spiritual reality. One was that it meant the comfortable life sought by materialists or hard believers in physical reality only, could not be comfortable for you. The other was that the things people take pride in in life are not so much their accomplishments as they think they are, rather they are upheld by a type of “grace”, an unearned goodness and blessingness that doesn’t come by their efforts.
When you decided where to go from there, you did it with the precision of a cartographer. You drew out a straight line forward on an old map. You went with a very old map or belief system.
What you encountered down that path, I think you did not expect. You had to face habitual fears. Long standing fears. I’m talking about the kind of thing that keeps people back for years. Like the fear of public speaking, or the fear of talking to women. I’m not saying it was one of those. But so that you get the picture, it was that type.
You found a way to deal a massive blow to those fears. But you haven’t killed it yet. Keep pressing forward. Keep dealing those critical hits and you should have it decapitated before too long. Might take some work and sweat, courage and effort. But it’s not far from you, it’s not far out of your reach to finish this.
@Zen
You enjoyed a type of spirituality that combined spirituality with mystery. But eventually discovered that it did not make you stronger, it possibly even made you weaker. It did not nourish you.
After that, you did something very strange and unique. You made a decision that made it so that making decisions to move forward in the future for you would no longer be decisions at all. Like “one decision to decide them all”. You wouldn’t be saying yes or no to personal progress anymore after this. The yes you said this one time wrote all the future yesses down in stone.
Then you became someone who helped (or you are right now doing this, or just about to do this) people chart their courses. You could sit down with them one at a time and look with them, help them look at the mysterious aspects of their lives, combined with their personal desires, and point out for them, not so much how to get from A to B, but showing them what their A is, and what their B is. Helping them decide. “this is where you are, this is what you want, this is where you could go, but you probably want to go here instead”. Giving them that insight, you benefit them greatly.
Much later, after you are old and wise, You have this unique way of seeing life, or this unique insight, that allows you to laugh at life. Not a loud maniacal laugh. Not a bitter laugh either. Just, you look like you see something no one else does about life. Something that lets you know you are winning no matter what it looks like to others. No matter what the chain of events may say. You read the events, but you read something beyond them too. You hear their side of the story. But you know better. And it’s not only your own life you bring this victorious transcendence to. Others can see that you see some of the same about their lives. They don’t get it, but it makes them doubt their worries. It gives them just enough of a clue that maybe there is something truly good that they just can’t see going on that they are encouraged even if they can’t say exactly why.
@lovelifesomuch
You could taste the sweetness of nature. It was bitter too but that didn’t make it bad. Satisfied, you went to seek out something a little more challenging. A little more interesting. Just because that is your nature.
You really took your time finding something new of interest. You looked over different belief systems and were not impressed. Not offended, just not impressed. So you made your own belief system. You didn’t take the whole matter of what people believe very seriously. When you put your own beliefs together it was not something you were arrogant about as if it was to compete with older larger systems. It was more like there was no point in competing. It was just something fun and fulfilling to do, build your own.
I see you getting started, seeing where that can take you.
And even though that is a short reading, something is telling me not to look farther. That’s not a cop-out. Last time I ignored that voice, it bothered the heck out of me until I had to go back and edit things out. We’ll just have to stop here for now.
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That means a lot to me. Thank you. Brave? It does freak the ego out needless to say. Ego: “but you don’t know for a fact… wait!” reply submitted . Sorry ego.
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this is true. I can’t do a repeatly job for the long term because i get bored easily. A job that suited for me must be very challenge and interest.
100%, this is when i was a kid. I always wonder why people do this, do that…And my parents always said because other do it too. And i can’t relate to it…I need a meaning. That’s why i create my own belief system and sometime it suck me off. Be different is hard to live…at least in my country.
This is true. I wanna build my own way of life, my way of making money, not because of competing and money. Just because i need something challenge and fun to play. Because i consider life is short and i can’t just do what other do and i have to do smthg else.
Very good and accurate insight and thank you.
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@Kenneth and @Zen were silent. Could be that I missed the mark. Or they are introspecting? I’ll be patient and see. All feedback helps.
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Oooo me next! Me next! I enjoyed the reading you did on me long ago, i would love to see how you read my future and past bro!
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Sorry
Still trying to comprehend it
Don’t mind me, don’t know what to comment
But thank you , might giving later feedback
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I don’t how I should take this, I don’t think I recall anything that resonates with this at the moment 
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100% spot on with this!!!
This is nice 
I kinda feel like I see some aspect of life like this.
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Can’t believe I missed this post😪anyway I’d like to participate😆
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So update. Last night, my mother’s boyfriend got drunk and was treating me unfairly. I got sick of his BS, so I stood up to him. He got in my face and tried intimidating me, but I held my ground because I didn’t feel like taking any shit anymore. My mom got between us and broke it up, so luckily things didn’t progress too far. But afterwards, I couldn’t help but be reminded of this lol:
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