cringe cringe cringe cringe cringe
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Which lady?
dunno, I dont know that lady
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Yes, cringe cringe :)) but honest cringe, as much as possible. Itās tempting to identify with such advanced and benevolent beingsā¦ butā¦ when I see/read more reliable descriptions about them, I definitely have to admit that I donāt have much an Arcturian essence. More Orionic, actually (ewww the villains).
But Izar (another āvillainā) is in the same constellation as Arcturusā¦ while Orion is immense and very variate tooā¦
Ok, this starts to become a little cartoonish now lol
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OM said in one thread that most humans with interest in advanced spiritual stuff are most likely not from earth originally. Most try to be decent persons for now or something like that lol. Also that the majority in this forum are also not from earth and are aliens. Sometimes you also have a deep down feeling of wanting to go āhomeā. Doesnāt necessarily mean that you have some big mission some just want the experience.
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talking about generalizing with sammy and then you come out of nowwhere telling me I am an alien
you dissappoint me ! 
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Haha. I personally seem to have a general fear of aliens. And I really love this planet. Thatās what makes me think Iām an Earthseed. Plus even as a kid, I was extremely skeptical when the other kids would give me their explanations for why they thought there was a God. Closeted agnostic/atheistic for most of my life lol.
Although I have been able to feel ki since I was 11-12. Like feeling balls of energy in my hand (probably because of my love for dragon ball though).
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Thanks for your response. I know itās not easy. I know, itās complicated. But itās really hard to put in words what I feel. I got a dream recently.
you know I may had one dream about my soul origin and this was some years ago, they say you will know when you dream about your soul origin or aliens because these vibrations you feel with them are much more stronger than with humans, just being in their presence will make you vibrate on a much higher level, I had this, that thing wasnt a human tho, it was a skeleton ahahha, like these death rippers, skeleton with black hood coat and a sycth and man he looked me in the eyes and was disappointed of what I have become, at least thats how it felt, that I wasnt ready or something, but could be the ego making some edgy shit up
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Iād like to know it for sure. Iām just afraid my ego intervenes and gives an exaggerated response.
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Iām more attracted to this term too ;)) If I understand properly, some beings here on Earth are more recent incarnations and they really originate from here (?)
Also, thereās maybe this aspect: admitting the existence of Aliens + their influence on us is a sort of āego deathā. At least for me, itās partially like that. Itās not as fancy as thinking āwooohooo Iām a superior independent being, I ruuuuuleā.
No matter what, as long as we can improve our life on hereā¦ then itās fine ;)
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Oh yeah. Youāre referring to Grim reapers. You should change your profile pic to one haha.
nah man, who knows where I come from and mostly they dont spread good vibes haha
but thinking back at life, I often saw people before they died, its crazy tho being the last human a young man sees before killing himself
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Majority? 
Thatās a big word!
Iām a bit of a contradiction in that I care a lot about the people that surround me and anyone who I come across (including you guys). But then on a larger scale, Iām a bit of a psychopath. Like I donāt really care about everybody ascending. Donāt know what that makes of meā¦
You can check the details here:
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Yeah. Improvement should be the motto.
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Oh yeah I remember this post haha.
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Thank you for finding out the post for me. But honestly, this forum is giving me a major cognitive dissonance. 
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In what way?