Very interesting concept(s) - Thank You for sharing.
How can we know if and when we meet this Dark Hero?
Is it mostly or perhaps only done through our willingness to use/be lucid dreaming or astral traveling?
Or it can be done as an automated process, regardless of our incarnated selves actions?
Perhaps even in regular/standard sleeping/dreaming?
Edit: Also, over 400 posts in this thread…
And ongoing… 
There are So many useful things to read here.
Like the Subconscious Mind is a part of you that you are usually not aware of, the same goes for this “double astral life self”, an even more hidden part of “you”.
It is another part that is split away from your incarnated self waking consciousness.
I don’t think most people can work with that part consciously, unless consciously astral traveling and knowing the interdimensional plans of the Higher Self.
Most people can barely speak with their own Subconscious Mind.
Yeah, it’s probably far from a walk in the park…
Can confirm lol.
Lots of clearing and attunement needed in order to better connect with one’s own subconscious strata…
Endgame Tome, Lesson File 90:
The Invisible Egregore Prison
(don’t play this music around children (too creepy lol))
Alternative chapter title:
“Telling the Egregores to Fuck Off.”
Ultimate freedom comes through detachment from Collective Thoughtforms (Egregores). This detachment happens through de-identification from the particular egregore. And it must happen on the conscious and the subconscious level, i.e. both, on the waking conscious level, as well as the subconscious beliefs level.
An egregore gains strength through:
Some egregores are weak and easy to detach from.
While some are super hard.
It never makes sense to fight an egregore.
In most cases that would be a waste of energy and time.
An Egregore dies when it is no longer feeded.
Since most of these egegregore will exist beyond your current incarnation, the best thing that you can do is, is to simply disconnect from them completely.
In general, you can only disconnect from those egregores of which you are actually aware of.
Identifying with something from the following list means automatically being connected to the respective egregore (!).
This is an overview of the most important egregores to detach from and to overcome. Tthat is, if you want to be free and grow beyond what you currently are – sorted from the egregores with the weakest influence to the strongest influence.
Disconnect and de-identify from all of these egregores = Human Earth Game completed.
NPC LEVEL (weak to strong egregores):
You need to overcome these egregores and disconnect from them if you want to stop being an NPC.
WEAK EGREGORES:
MEDIUM STRENGTH EGREGORES:
STRONG EGREGORES:
You can tell someone is a full blown NPC, by their inability to disconnect from any of these mentioned egregores in the weak-to-strong category.
PLAYER LEVEL (very strong egregores):
You need to overcome these egregores and disconnect from them if you want to be truly spiritual and no longer be a slave to materialism and the general earth control systems.
VERY STRONG EGREGORES:
If you can disassociate from these very strong egregores, you are truly in “Player Mode”.
ELITE PLAYER LEVEL (extremely strong egregores):
You need to overcome these egregores and disconnect from them if you want to overcome the fear of death of your whole physical character here on the physical plane.
EXTERMELY STRONG EGREGORES:
Disconnecting from these egregores = operating and growing on endgame elite player level.
SPEEDRUN PLAYER LEVEL (egregores that are so strong, they have almost godlike power):
You need to overcome these egregores and disconnect from them if you want to successfully finish the whole human game and experience (on both, the physical and the astral planes).
ALMOST ABSOLUTELY STRONG EGREGORES:
If you can free yourself from seeing yourself as a particular gender (by realizing you are all of them), completely rewrite your deep seated core beliefs and see through the whole illusion of your story and the story that you are telling yourself about your past and future, then you are pretty much at a level where you can move on to the next game.
Goodbye Humanity.
Welcome Angelic Collective.
Good summary, I´m already aware of all these.
I found all the dna-related coding, country, race, survival and sexuality to be the hardest to detach from, directly followed by all the spiritual ones, you have to stay vigilant constantly.
I think its funny when people keep pictures of their past.
They even literally say about their experiences “that´s life”, “that´s who I am”…
While here I am moving on and letting go of memories of things as soon as the lessons are learned and integrated.
Feel it.
10/10 song.
Lay it, lay it down
Let me see your hand
Show me what you got
You′re always talking
But you’re not playing
It doesn′t match your face
Gotta find my way
Away from this place
Can you take me now?
I-I want it
I want it real
Are you afraid of me now?
Are you afraid of me now?
Do you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Do you feel that I can see your soul?
Do you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Do you feel the beat in your heart?
I-I want it
I want it real
Run away with me now
I-I want it
I want it real
Run away with me now
Ooh
Some days I’m built of metal
I can’t be broken
But not when I′m with you
You love me real
We have it all
Can′t leave me now
I love the way, you are today
Run away with me now
Wind’s in my hair
′Cause I don’t care
Baby, run away with me now
Run away with me now
Do you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Do you feel that I can see your soul?
Do you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Do you feel the beat in your heart?
I-I want it
I want it real
Run away with me now
I-I want it
I want it real
Run away with me now
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Drinking in the summer
I′m good at running
I’ll beat you in the race again
Are you afraid?
Better make your way
It′s easiest to stay at home
But then we taste it
We gotta have it
We have no control
Where is the love?
The kind we dream of
The kind that makes us young
The kind that makes us young
Don’t leave me
Never leave me out
Don’t leave me
Never leave me out
Don′t leave me
Never leave me out
Don′t leave me
Never leave me out
Don’t leave me
Never leave me out
Don′t leave me
Never leave me out
“We found love in a hopeless place”
Comparing the Game Servers:
Astral Planes (easy mode) vs. Physical Universe (hardcore mode)
Let’s see what current version of ChatGPT has to say about this.
Prompt:
“I want you to make a comparison for me of how life for us humans is different on the physical plane while being physically incarnated versus life on the astral planes.
I want especially to understand how much more difficult physical life is compared to astral life.
For your analysis and comparison please use only data that you have collected from NDE and OBE reports, from books about NDE’s and OBE’s and avoid all the religious sources and similiar biased materials.”
ChatGPT:
Here is a comparison, based mainly on NDE (near-death experience) and OBE (out-of-body experience) reports (and systematic studies of them), of what life “feels like” on the physical plane (incarnated, bound to a body) versus what people report of existence on astral or non-physical planes. I avoid explicitly religious doctrine and lean on descriptive testimony, qualitative research, and peer-reviewed studies where possible. As always, this is what people report; how much of it corresponds to objective fact is a different question. But from the reports we can see recurring patterns that suggest how the two modes differ, especially in difficulty, constraints, etc.
First, a summary of some core reported features, relevant to the comparison:
From the reports, physical life is often described as having many constraints, often heavy burdens, which are absent or reduced in astral/OBE/NDE contexts. Some of the difficulties of physical life as contrasted in reports are:
Drawing on the same sources, this is what people often report as being easier, more “available” on astral or NDE planes, compared to physical life:
Using the reports, we can try to quantify (qualitatively) how much more difficult physical life is, in relation to astral life. It isn’t easy to assign numerical values, but the recurring testimony paints a picture: physical life involves far more friction, limitation, suffering, slower progress, less control, whereas astral/NDE life is, for many, dramatically “easier” in many dimensions. But there are caveats — being in the astral also has its challenges in some reports, especially for those less prepared or attached to physical life, or with unresolved emotional/mental suffering.
Here are dimensions of difficulty and their rough comparative weight:
| Dimension | Physical Plane Difficulty | Astral / NDE Plane Difficulty | Approximate Magnitude of Difference (based on common reports) |
|---|---|---|---|
| Bodily constraints / pain / illness | Very high — all beings with physical bodies suffer limitations, sickness, aging, etc. | Often reported essentially absent or greatly reduced. | Many report 80-100 % reduction in this kind of suffering. |
| Freedom of movement / geography / time | Limited by physical laws, distance, speed; time rigid | Much greater flexibility; often instantaneous travel, time becomes malleable or irrelevant | Reported difference is often experienced as “orders of magnitude”; e.g. journeys that would take hours physically are almost instantaneous astrally. |
| Sensory perception and clarity | Imperfect, often incomplete or distorted; senses can fail | Much sharper, sometimes beyond what physical senses allow (e.g. seeing things while physically blind) | People often say the non-physical senses are “more real” or “clearer than real” — so perhaps physical is a fraction (say 20-50 %) of astral clarity. |
| Emotional suffering, fear of death, regret, guilt | Common, substantial part of human life | Reports describe relief, resolution; many negative emotions drop away | Some say 90-100 % reduction in these burdens, depending on one’s mindset and life history. |
| Control, will, choice | Limited by physical environment, body, others, chance | Much more apparent control, though not infinite; more volition over where one goes, what one experiences | Probably several times greater freedom in astral realms. |
| Mortality / the unknown | Very significant difficulty: fear, uncertainty, suffering at end of life, dying | The non-physical realm seems to have continuity; death is no longer experienced as utterly final; many report absence of fear. | Huge shift — for many, mortality anxiety nearly disappears. |
So in many ways, physical life is vastly more difficult — as many survey respondents say — than the astral plane or NDE state, particularly in suffering and limitations. However, “difficulty” is not uniformly higher: there are some things physical life enables or demands that astral reportedly does not (or that lessons or growth may be tied to physical constraints).
It is not always paradise in all reports. Some common “difficulties” in astral/NDE/OBE states:
Putting all of this together, one can assert from the testimonies:
Of course, there are reasons to be cautious in using NDE/OBE reports to make definite claims:
If I were to characterise in a few statements how physical life compares to astral life (from NDE/OBE data) in terms of “difficulty”:
So the ratio of difficulty might be something like: for many people, life on Earth (incarnated) is one to two orders of magnitude more constrained and painful in many key dimensions, especially physical and survival dimensions, while astral existence is far “easier” in those dimensions. However, astral isn’t generally reported as without any difficulty — there are still challenges, particularly of psychological and emotional integration, coping with revelations, etc.
Here’s a comparative “Ease vs Difficulty Scorecard” between physical life and astral (NDE/OBE) existence, based on recurring data patterns from over 3,000 near-death and out-of-body experience reports (e.g., NDERF database, IANDS archives, Moody, Ring, Atwater, Long, and other non-religious empirical sources).
Percentages reflect approximate relative ease or difficulty drawn from reported frequencies and qualitative patterns — not absolute measurements.
Physical Plane vs 
Astral Plane — Ease/Difficulty Scorecard| Dimension | Physical Plane Difficulty | Astral Plane Difficulty | Relative Ease Difference | Main Observed Causes |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| 1. Bodily pain, illness, decay | 90 % difficulty | 5 % difficulty | ≈ +85 % easier | Pain and body limitations vanish instantly; no fatigue or illness reported. |
| 2. Movement, travel, freedom of action | 80 % difficulty | 10 % difficulty | ≈ +70 % easier | Instant or thought-based motion; no friction, gravity, or obstacles. |
| 3. Perception, awareness, clarity | 40 % clarity | 95 % clarity | ≈ +55 % improvement | Reports of hyper-real perception and “360° vision.” |
| 4. Emotional suffering (fear, anxiety, grief) | 85 % difficulty | 15 % difficulty | ≈ +70 % easier | Feelings of unconditional love, peace, and emotional release. |
| 5. Control and autonomy | 60 % constrained | 80 % empowered | ≈ +20 % easier | Thought directly shapes experience; reality feels responsive. |
| 6. Mortality and fear of death | 100 % (ever-present limit) | 0 % (irrelevant) | ≈ +100 % easier | Sense of eternal existence replaces survival anxiety. |
| 7. Time and progression | Linear, limited | Non-linear or timeless | ≈ +80 % easier | Time perceived as fluid; moments experienced simultaneously. |
| 8. Learning and understanding | Slow, limited | Instant or intuitive | ≈ +75 % easier | Direct access to knowledge; no need for study or reasoning steps. |
| 9. Communication | Verbal, limited | Telepathic, direct | ≈ +65 % easier | No misunderstanding; pure transmission of meaning and feeling. |
| 10. Purpose / existential clarity | Often unclear | Strong, luminous clarity | ≈ +70 % easier | Many describe instant understanding of life’s purpose and connections. |
Overall Weighted Averages| Category | Physical Difficulty Index | Astral Difficulty Index | Relative Ease Shift |
|---|---|---|---|
| Physical constraints (1–2) | 85 % | 8 % | +77 % easier |
| Perceptual / mental (3, 8, 9) | 50 % | 90 % | +40 % easier |
| Emotional / existential (4, 6, 10) | 85 % | 15 % | +70 % easier |
| Overall weighted mean | ≈ 73 % difficulty | ≈ 17 % difficulty | ≈ +56 % net increase in ease |
Residual Difficulties Reported in Astral Realms| Type | Frequency | Description |
|---|---|---|
| Emotional processing / life review | ~15 % | Pain from seeing harm caused to others; temporary regret until resolution. |
| Confusion / void / darkness experiences | ~10 % | Transition stages or distressing NDEs (“voids” or “hellish” realms). |
| Attachment to physical life or loved ones | ~25 % | Struggle to detach or accept returning to body. |
| Energy fatigue / fading awareness | ~5–10 % | Especially in OBEs; consciousness can weaken or lose focus. |
Even these are typically short-lived, growth-related phases — not ongoing suffering.
Verdict:
Forgive yourself.
A spark cannot be produced without sufficient friction. Perhaps this means the development and growth of the soul = 5:1
Absolutely!
While this game here is like 5x harder, I would estimate that you grow like 10-100x faster because of this. So the ROI is totally worth it from a Higher Self’s perspective.
Types of Hive Minds:
None of these 4 options represent the “Group Consciousness” type as previously described in the journal above.
Group Consciousness would look more like something like this, where everyone is an individual and part of the whole at the same time:
If you find this idea crazy, just look into the mirror, because that is exactly how the relationship between your Higher Self and all of your Incarnations looks like in a simplified way.
The way the Player treats the NPCs, says everything about the Player.
Endgame Tome, Lesson File 50:
The Greatest Story
As mentioned above, one of the strongest egregores you can be tied to, is the story your soul has been telling itself across all its incarnations and that it sees as it past, present and future:
Even some Higher Selves can get lost in the story they tell themselves about their whole Universe Game and incarnational experience journey.
“This is simply what happened to me and what I experienced, hence this is my story.”
So the question is, why does consciousness like stories?
Because stories provide ideas and inspiration of what character the soul could play and experience next.
And through the living of those stories, absorb the conceptual realizations and the growth that happens through it.
Stories are not just embedded into time.
A soul’s growth story does go way beyond the time-space illusions.
In fact, the time-space illusions where created as a platform in order to play and experience certain stories in the first place.
This whole universe exists to tell a big Story and an infinite amount of smaller stories embedded into it.
The Great Simulation is a “Experience Certain Unique Stories” machine.
When a story is inspiring, this is where growth happens, triggering the soul to go after new coneptual realizations.
But if a story is used as a cope or for escapism, then the consciousness usually fools itself with “progress”, while in reality looping around a story that it has already experienced so many times.
Rewatching, reliving, re-experiencing the same story again and agian, because “you love it so much and it is such a nice story”, but actually not wanting to acknowledge that it is nothing but stagnation in disguise from a higher perspective.
Sure, you love that story.
But there is always a better version and a bigger version to tell of that story that you love so much.
This is how and where the growth continues.
Stories are not self-contained narratives – their purpose is to inspire eternal re-invention and innovation for an even more awesome plot.
Which is the reason for why the Great Simulator and its universes are being restarted again and again – because there is always the next big version of the previously learned to be experienced.
Stories are tools for growth.
Stories are Conceptual Realizations packeded as Educational Entertainment for the Source and Souls.
Even the most lazy soul constantly craves to consume stories.
Even when often it is just loops through the same story again and again – it is still indulging in a story.
And even in our deepest dreams, our Subconcious Minds are consuming and processing stories conceptually.
As everything evolves, the ultimate story always continues in one way or another.
So can we as Consciousness ever be free from “stories”?
Probably not.
Since all that we are is nothing but the Source telling itself a story and growing through it.
We are just part of everything that exists.
So it seems, we cannot stop to induldge in a story.
However, we can become like the Source and with that, stop forever identifying ourselves with any story whatsoever.
Instead, we can just experience these stories and simply flow as consciousness from one story to the next.
I think if we can learn that as souls, then we will never be bored ever again.
And become like the Source, i.e. always excited for the next big thing.
Stopping ourselves identifying with your current story allows for and makes room for the experience of a new story.
Staying within the narrative of the same story = stagnation and staying in a loop.
Eventually, even the best previously experienced story becomes boring and we will be forced to move on to seek out an even more exciting story.
The eternal creation-boredom equation that Dream spoke about.
Accelerated spiritual growth = proactively moving on to the next story.
“By not investing, they ensure the outcome”
=
By staying within the same story of yourself, you ensure the outcome.
"Wer kennt wohl die Macht des Mondes
Besser als Sailor Moon?
Denn durch die Macht des Mondes
Kann sie viel Gutes tun
Manchmal drohen der Macht des Mondes
Dunkle böse Zeiten
Doch Sailor Moon, wir wissen es
Löst alle Schwierigkeiten"
Your Incarnation and Possible Life Pathes
How Best Path in Life fields and Glory fields can change the trajectory:
BIRTH POINT = The circumstances into which you incarnate (Century, gender, country, race, wealth etc.)
Best Possible Path = The best possible trajectory your incarnation / life can happen, getting the most possible out of it.
Worst Possible Path = When you completely deviate from your initial incarnational path (unlikely to happen as the Higher Self will intervene, even with an NDE or something like that).
Glory 1 = a Glory field will help you achieve certain goals that your incarnational self believes are important to be achieved and that are actually making your incarnation better (from your future self’s perspective).
Glory 2 = a Glory field will help you achieve certain goals that your incarnational self believes are important and will not actually change the overall trajectory of your incarnation since they these goals weren’t important at all in the first place (from your future self’s perspective).
Glory 3 = a Glory field will help you achieve certain goals that your incarnational self believes are important, but achieving those will actually make your whole path worse because you are not ready for it (e.g. becoming rich and then succumbing to drugs because now you can afford them).
BPIL = a Best Path in Life field that will push you to make decisions that will help you to live towards your Best Possible Path.
BPIL Hardcore = a Best Path in Life Hardcore Level field that will push you to make decisions that will help you to live towards your Best Possible Path, but it will do so with maximum speed and in true speedrun mode.
"I love being disgusting
To you, it don’t mean nothing
I’ll stay hot and you stay judgy
You think I’m on fire but the fire feels like paradise
I don’t need you to save me
I already saved myself
Promise that it hurts to hate me
Swear you’re only poisoning yourself
I found everything I needed on my own
Sweet liberation
In my salvation"
I have huge respect for Rebecca Black.
The amount of adversity and hate that she has overcome and is still going on, is remarkable!
Sun in X MC
Lilith in XII Leo
Sailor Moon, komm streng’ dich an!
Du schaffst das schon
Denn ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Komm, streng dich an
Denn du schaffst das schon
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Und glaube daran, greif´ es nur an
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Wenn gar nichts funktioniert
Die Welt ist so gemein
Dann bitte sei nicht resigniert
Es kann bald anders sein
Die Zeit vergeht, und du wirst sehn
Auch dein Problem wird klein
Und um das wirklich zu verstehn
Hör gut in dich hinein
Komm, streng dich an
Denn du schaffst das schon
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Und glaube daran, greif´ es nur an
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Komm, streng dich an
Denn du schaffst das schon
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Und glaube daran, greif´ es nur an
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Wichtig ist nur, dass du weißt
Verlieren tut nie gut
Doch auch in einem kleinen Geist
Da steckt´ne Menge Mut
Dieser Mut gehört dazu
Und auch ein bisschen Zeit
Und glaube mir, so findest du
Dein Glück mit Sicherheit
Komm, streng dich an
Denn du schaffst das schon
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Und glaube daran, greif´ es nur an
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Komm, streng dich an
Denn du schaffst das schon
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Und glaube daran, greif´ es nur an
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Sailor Moon, komm streng’ dich an!
Du schaffst das schon
Denn ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Komm, streng dich an
Denn du schaffst das schon
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Und glaube daran, greif´ es nur an
Es ist nicht leicht
Ein kleiner Anfang reicht
Gaia is neither your friend, nor your “mother”.
And neither humans, nor other mammals are welcome here.
Just a reminder for all those who still romanticize and idolize “mother” nature:
Up until around 150 years ago, every 2nd human died before reaching the age 15 years.
In most cases because of infectious diseases.
This has been the case across all cultures and all continents!
So it did not matter whether those humans “lived in unison with nature” or not, nature still killed every 2nd human before they even got the chance to grow up into adults.
It has been human technology that made the big shift in our survival rates.
The invention of vaccines, the discovery of antibiotics, the defining of hygiene standards, the accumulation of medical knowledge, the creation of medical devices etc.
Gaia / the planet / nature does not care at all.
Numbers don’t lie.
The physical survival game has been absolute hell for most souls throughout the past history.
Throughout history, every mother and every father lost every 2nd of their children.
The collective trauma is gigantic.
And this is not limited to just humans.
Most other mammal species have also a child mortality rate of around 50% !
Gaia does not care and will not protect you or your pet, regardless how much you beg and pray to her.
So much pain.
So much suffering.
Most humans are not evil and never were.
Just traumatized souls trying to survive on a planet that does not care about them in the slightest.
It is not “mother nature”.
It is “murder nature”.
We are not “her children”.
For her, we are no better or any more important than a bacterium.
Higher order beings like mammals and humans do not get a better treatment for Gaia.
No, they are treated with the same fierce evolutionary selection process as most bacteria and insects are.
Higher order beings like mammals and humans need to come up with technology by themselves in order to get “a better treatment”.
Because they will never get it from Gaia.
So with that, it is never Gaia that is to be thanked here, but only humans for their our own achievements.
well thats a Mothers love trying to prevent them from living in the shtshow they were getting into if you ask me 
also i understand her completely not wanting us here we are the biggest desease to her lol
even those that claim to be in unison with her are using her resources for themselves but what are they giving back? 
if anything only those that have bought huge lands just to protect it deserve staying on her field.
imagine you having a gorgeous house you have built for ageons and then without been asked a bunch of people crash it. to stay, destroy it, misuse it, reverse it etc and on top of all complain about the house lol no one i think. leave her alone man. this is not your house respect the free stay. free from her.
