Challenge at every level
I realize that I have stopped pushing myself. Didn’t know what I wanted. I had desires but they were nothing but cravings.
Neville Goddard had cravings also, but his craving was for a true experience of God. The vehicle to that experience was through the imagination.
We are imagining all the time, and what we sow in imagination, we reap in 3D. What I am seeing now is that it takes an engine, a powerful engine to run that imagination, to fuel it - a kindling for the fire.
Would you were either hot or cold . . . You can’t make tea with lukewarm water.
Kindling, fuel, a fire
I spent a long period of time in a church that used the power of the spoken word to clean, clear and create. It was the calling down of fire into the 3D vehicle of the body and aura. It changed things. It transmuted the water of the emotions into the wine of the spirit. It worked against the ennui of the world and scrubbed the dirt off to reveal more and more of the truth. It challenged the old man to reveal the new man.
I see now how much of being empathic for me was just the opposite of the challenge. The illusion of so much going on. Just like the world.
The pieces of puzzle have never truly been separate. It’s only a puzzle when there is the illusion present that this life is a struggle, that it is a mystery because there appears to be an unknown.
This is the call to arms. This is the piercing of the clouds to reveal the goal that has been there all along. The intrinsic goal. I had let go of the sight of the sun. I suppose that happens each time we reach a status quo and the new level beckons. The angel numbers, the synchronicities leading us to take the next step. So we give ourselves a challenge. I want that so badly that I would do anything to reach it kind of challenge. For some it is health, for some it is wealth. For sure it is all an illusion in that it gives us a challenge that maybe we refused to take when the whisper came to us on the wind. When there is no challenge, do we try to excel? Do we grasp the challenge willingly to take the next step because we want to know the truth, to see the truth?
I challenge myself today because I want to know the truth, because I want to experience the truth. I want to bathe in the realization that I am it already. This is my opportunity to explore more of what I am. And I have spiritual back up. The voices are calling that the illusion of alone is the truth of all one.
I accept the challenge.