My Servitor Experience & Psychic Protection (Dragon, Fae, and Energetic Support)

Greetings! This is my first post on this forum. I used to follow just the community on YouTube but finding this forum and all the other things that Sapien/Dream has made has been a greatly appreciated eye-opener.

I downloaded the Dragon Golem pdf and purchased the Book of Cards ebook for the fae and ES servitors, and started first with the dragon. My dragon’s home is a chunk of shungtite attached to a string necklace. As I’ve found with all three servitors, they were done activating long before the recommended activation time – I could sense my dragon staring at me and tilting its head whenever I passed by, possibly waiting for acknowledgement as my timer was still going.

My first commands to him involved using fire breath to cleanse attachments and denser energies from my body/aura and then protecting me from repeat psychic intrusions from a particular person, which is when things got a little awry for a moment. I thought I could hear him shout “she’s attacking me!” in fear and struggled to keep from dissipating, from which I assumed that the person in question somehow turned her attacks onto my servitor instead of me. I had to assure him that as his creator he cannot be destroyed by any other’s will so long as I exist, and then he seemed to start to feel better and continued with his protection after a moment of rest. He’s ok now, but that whole experience was kinda unprecedented. I didn’t expect that servitors would be able to be affected by external negativity in that manner – can anyone give some insights on what may have actually happened there? Can servitors experience/heal from trauma? Was the attacking entity/person just severely overstepping mental boundaries/could actually sense that I had a servitor getting in her way?

Anyway, next I activated the fae servitor. Her home is a metallic dream-catcher shaped pendant. She was more patient with waiting to be acknowledged before the timer was over, and notified me that she was ready only once when I adjusted her pendant on the fae photo/sigil. The energy felt slightly awkward together with the dragon until I formally introduced their names and roles to each other. My fae’s first commands involved significantly raising the vibration of my space, making it easier for me to get motivated to tidy up, and also assisting my dragon with any protection work.

Last but not least I activated the Energetic Support servitor. Its home is a string of sandalwood prayer beads. With this servitor I was more easily able to “track” its activation process (“not quite done”, “almost done”, etc) as its bodily form “loaded” slightly above its object like a video game character loads into a level in A-pose. So far ESS has helped with simply enacting its basic active abilities as well as mental protection against the aforementioned intruder.

Although I do feel protected, I will note that I am waiting on the arrival of my Protection 2.0 tag so that I can be in a much needed better/easier headspace, and maybe report back on how that feels altogether. Can’t wait explore deeper with more servitor commands and possibly experience the profound energy shifts that a few others have also spoken about.

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Most if not all telepathic communication is filtered through the lense of your own understanding, so you will often have servitors respond in ways you will respond to. The dragon is not capable of suffering, and there would be no reason to retain trauma beyond some sort of alchemical process for converting incoming attacks. It will, however, speak to you as you would expect an independent, fully sentient, anthropomorphized dragon to do.

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