Also regarding the negentropic Coherence, it’s much stronger than the original one ( of course I know ). Like my heart area is warm constantly I don’t know. It’s almost overwhelming. It’s not my usual state of being so I know it’s normal. It also feels like it’s not just the heart but general system ( obvious too ). Today I saw my grand mother who was really down, in the span of like, 20 minutes, she became very joyful. I was joking with her etc. She also wasn’t upset if I said " no " in certain situations. Kinda accepting my no. While listening I also feel sensations over my body, organs, etc ( which is also obvious but just stating ). I’m often very excited and it’s hard to calm down, I spam ego diss before bed and regularly during the day ( too much thought ). My ego indeed became much more active ( I mean the thoughts ) but it’s positive because it’ll just push me to mediate more seriously. It’s like, heart is excited like crazy, mind, is serious. You can see it as I’m not putting smileys, but inside I have this excitement. I really see the incoherence between the two. I feel too much energy even if I underslept, like my physical body is a bit tired but energetically no problem. I have to be active.
Regarding Divine will : Firstly, I listened to it upon waking up ( before coherence ), the will made me awake 0 grogginess very fast. It wasn’t overwhelming, it was perfect, just a will so strong you have no tiredness, but no surges of energy or anything, at least in my experience. I tried to send energy to dissolve blocage etc, it was much more potent that when I usually do it, and my biggest issue is will, so it’s just a beginning. So, much stronger intent ofc.
There ar other changes but I can’t pinpoint them properly as of now
Not a great review but I’m not great for reviews anyways, But I will give more updates as my experiences become more precises etc.
Just stressing it : my ego is fighting hard ( I feel some sort of frustration repressed feelings at times )