You can access your past lives through a past life regression. Most hypnotherapists can do it, but I wouldn’t suggest doing it just for fun.
It used to be included in advanced Autogenic Training techniques (not sure if it is still).
When I first came upon Thelema and Crowley this statement felt very appealing to me.
The question is: How do You know what thou wilt?
It isn’t that simple, because its hard to distinguish between what real You wants, and what Your ego wants, amd even what other “outside influences” want from us.
Some will say: follow Higher Self. But then again, Higher Self as a concept was introduced to us. It was already there, as an idea. It has its definition. Someone else thought it up. It isn’t “thine” invention. So is following the Higher Self really doing what thou wilt? Or is it attempt to mold self into frame that was already there?
But only instead of societal frames You talked about, its more of a spiritual frame?
If that’s the case, than what is True Will/True Self really? Can this question even be answered?
Isn’t any answer to this question already creating limits and frames?
How does one go about discovering what real self is? Isn’t it true every ounce of will/ desire/ personailty trait could be traced back to either ego, societal norms/collective mind/, bodily desires and instincts/ karma and past life memories etc? Where is the real self in all of that?
In attempt to be truely free and express self fully, one would need to differentiate betwen True Will and everything that isnt True Will.
Another question is, what if doing what thou wilt is against free will of others?
I agree with Your post, I just try to come up with an answer to those questions
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Hmmm
Have you ever reach the point when you can hear your own ego thoughts beside your own self thoughts and distinguish between them.
Its the same as two voices in your head each one want to take control of you, but the ego seems to controlling and wanting to hurt more than help.
At this point i think you’ll be able to know
Who are you, what is the true self of you and where it comes the external influence.
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Here are A few questions and a few sidenotes, also I will not create a new thread, every time I have a question or a philosophical thought, there’s this thread and other places, for such purposes.
What is the difference between universes, realities, dimensions, etc.?
When someone say different reality, what does that mean?
Beyond the Physical, yet still part of this Universe?
How about dimensions?
3 dimensional is our world, what is the 5th one?
How many dimensions there are?
Is there even a slight consensus on these things?
Does it matter whether you achieve higher spiritual levels at a higher pace or it’s the same thing to our Spirit or Higher Self or whatever?
How about lifetime purposes?
If it’s all the same, if we are all part of the same coin, why not go selfish and choose only what you want or desire (although that way, it could be argued that you’re a slave to “your own” or rather some biological or psychological needs, instincts, desires, inherited stuff)?
Why struggle to choose the “right choice”?
Or it doesn’t really matter, on a Grand Scale, thus be and do however and whatever you want?
Or Why struggle to reach “Higher” faster (faster in our terms, in a shorter span/amount of time, fewer years or less lifetimes)?
Whats the rush?
Why are we bound by time and space and why can’t we exit whenever we please, if “we are God”?
Maybe because Everyone is Divine, thus I can’t just enter “Director”/“Creator” mode whenever “I” wish?
How are Aliens or Gods viewing the World?
What is “The Heavenly Hierarchy”?
Who is Higher or Lower?
Angels, Gods, Devas, Asuras, Aliens, Greco-Roman Deities, Egyptian Ones, etc., who is higher or lower (or it doesn’t work that way, maybe there is no “higher” or “lower”)?
How about Demons?
Is the so called Lucifer truly Satan or more a metaphorical story?
Is there a Hierarchy of “Evil” (lol, we got “good guys”, let’s see what you think about the “bad guys”)?
ANY And ALL Comments/Replies and Views Are Welcomed.
Thank You for Reading this long non sensical thing lol. 
Few side notes:
I can view myself as part of the Creation, but not the Creator (even if they are the same, supposedly), yet I would love to feel boundless too, to have unlimited power, yet not through an “evil” path (as some people in this Universe are choosing, so called Powers that be).
The most I got were glimpses of me being something more.
I don’t Completely believe in Anyones views nor I take any answer as absolute, yet I know that some people on this forum and beyond/from elsewhere know and understand more than me, but I guess that we are individuals, with unique experiences and unique ways of understanding (maybe at a “higher level” I’ll understand more/better, maybe if I were smarter, wiser or just more spiritual, idk).
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Excellent questions! Love em to death. Will answer when I get the chance.
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What if change is negentropy and stagnation is entropy and that is why we experience things?
The universe would fall apart if there were no movement and no change.
Carl Jung’s quote on our tendency to protect ourselves from indeterminations by ordering them.
Horror movies play a lot with the unexplicable and what does not “fit” or resists symbolization. The unknown.
Something we cannot see protects us from something we do not understand. The thing we cannot see is culture, in its intrapsychic or internal manifestation. The thing we do not understand is the chaos that gave rise to culture. If the structure of culture is disrupted, unwittingly, chaos returns. We will do anything -anything- to defend ourselves against that return.
Here’s another interesting quote from Lacan on Entropy.
I’ve came to the conclusion that in terms of spirituality, Lacan made a science of low vibration and aura gaps in the energy body.
When the signifier is introduced as an apparatus of jouissance (pleasure in suffering), we should thus not be surprised to see something related to entropy appear, since entropy is defined precisely once one has started to lay this apparatus of signifiers over the physical world. (…) In fact, it is only through this effect of entropy, through this wasting, that jouissance acquires a status and shows itself. This is why I initially introduced it by the term “Mehrlust,” surplus jouissance. It is precisely through being perceived in the dimension of loss –something necessitates compensation, if I can put it like this, for what is initially a negative number– that this something that has come and struck, resonated on the walls of the bell, has created jouissance, jouissance that is to be repeated. Only the dimension of entropy gives body to the fact that there is surplus jouissance there to be recovered. And this is the dimension in which work, knowledge at work, becomes necessary, insofar as, whether it knows it or not, it initially stems from the unary trait and, in its wake, from everything that can possibly be articulated as signifier. (…) This is the hollow, the gap that no doubt a number of objects initially come and fill – objects that, in some way, are adapted in advance, designed to be used as stoppers. This is no doubt where a classical analytic practice stops, with its emphasis upon these various terms, oral, anal, scopic, not to mention vocal. These are various names by which we can designate, as an object, the a – but the a, as such, is strictly speaking what follows from the fact that, at its origin, knowledge is reduced to an articulation of signifiers. This knowledge is a means of jouissance. And, I repeat, when it is at work, what it produces is entropy. This entropy, this point of loss, is the sole point, the sole regular point at which we have access to the nature of jouissance. This is what the effect the signifier has upon the fate of the speaking being translates into, culminates in, and is motivated by. (…) This is where work begins. It is with knowledge as a means of jouissance that work that has a meaning, an obscure meaning, is produced. This obscure meaning is the meaning of truth. (Seminar 17 )
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What if The Universe tries to Heal Itself, just like any other organism which is part of It - and Everyone and Every Species or Place (think of Planets, their Energy, Vibes, etc.) which is not in Perfect Harmony with The Whole is problematic at least, cancerous or a virus at worst?
(thought arrived due to me thinking about today’s - technically yesterday’s for me - zoom meeting and about the Awesome knowledge that some individuals shared, especially Sammy)
Second thought - this is more personal…
** (sigh)**
Due to me being viewed as beautiful (this is one of the catalysts, other being pain, misery, suffering, humiliations, poverty, loneliness, sickness, Loss of my father, Loss of my house, Loss of friends, betrayal, disappointment, financial ruin, etc. - so I learned to become THE Center of my own life, at least me, I always got me,…, but back to this cause, pillar and catalyst), as a beautiful guy, I became more self conscious about my looks, about lifestyle, choices, beliefs, relationahips, etc., and I created a sense of pride or rather a sense of duty…
(let me explain)
I wanted to achieve “Perfection” or as close to that as possible, to have not only a beautiful face, but a great body, strong, athletic, a strong and “perfect” mind, a “perfect” schedule, a “perfect” sexuality (thus wanting to get rid of BDSM, as that in itself I dislike, plus it just isn’t “right”), a “perfect” wallet or account, “perfect” communication skills, a “perfect” Aura, a “perfect” Life, etc.
Now, the same thing (beauty, but not only it, as losses, minuses and Love, among other things, taught me just as good if not better lessons) which got me to climb mountains, is a thing which became an impediment of sorts, as it created a sort of chain of thoughts and ambitions which got me aspire to more beauty, to beauty and perfection in everything…
Is this a problem?
A blessing? A curse?
How do you guys find beauty and what is your view on any of these things which I wrote here?
You can also say that it all came from a sense of inadequacy, so I just wanted to compensate for a lack of self love and self understanding (maybe?)…
Anyway, any thought?
As you can see, I’m quite a complex character and I’m afraid that my complexity = wounds or rather the effect of old wounds…
Idk - and I am kinda tired And sleepy.
Thank You for reading.
(I did not want ANOTHER thread)
I have found beauty in the forests
I love walking around where I live
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Grace is not earned. It is a state of being one with the essence of the all; the one without a second.
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How about disgrace? IMO grace isn’t earned but disgrace is
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Are you a nice person? Yes you likely are if you think so ….but is that only you who makes you a nice person … actually no …. It’s very easy to be a nice person with a nice person but equally hard to be nice when you come across wrong people … you may still want to be nice in your heart but practically you cannot be … it’s very difficult if not impossible… and maybe you don’t have to be nice if the other person is not nice to you … maybe you just should not be nice with them … but then this ‘should not’ … you do it but it feels so bad inside you … when you want to be nice and you are forced to be insensitive because the other person is not nice to you … you become what you are not… you become what you don’t want to be … you become insensitive and then also hurt inside because you are being what you are not … it’s something you don’t identify with.
So I feel I am thankful to all the nice people who provide me the right energy to be what I am … nice…it’s not just me who makes me nice whenever I am nice … is equally they too because they make is easy for me to be nice. My gratitude to all the good people in my life who let me be good because that’s what I want to be. And I can feel it now because I know when someone forces you to be bad … how bad it feels.
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Im pretty sure that faster vibration = faster karma, that’s why raising vibrational state suddenly may be uncomfortable or bring some"bad luck" .
Im also pretty sure that so called instant karma is a blessing, that way You get to learn from own mistakes instantly instead of in next lifetime(s).
Another thing Im almost sure about is, if You think Your life situation doesn’t match Your knowledge/development state You are probably wrong and You are missing something, reality doesn’t lie.
Those are my least realizations that Im almost sure they are true.
Here is one question:in Your opinion, if someone says he/she is 100% sure of something, is this person lying, consciousely or not? I don’t think there is a way to be 100% sure of anything lol
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Boom. Nailed it.
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My understanding is this:
Higher vibration = you have per definition less unprocessed shadow carrying with you = automatically less negative manifestations = more positive and faster manifestations = 
I think it is not necessarily “bad luck”, but the process of raising vibration brings unprocessed shadow self aspects to the surface to be processed and healed.
This can temporarily feel uncomfortable and come with many different detox symptoms.
The detox and healing can appear as “bad luck” and comes with a strong emotional release of previously surpressed emotions like anger, resentment etc., however, it is not actually “negative karma” happening to you, but you simply reconciling your own old negativity and transcending it to a higher state.
In fact, in my experience, the process of raising vibration will lead to manifesting a detox in the outer world as well. By this I mean that you will leave toxic low vibe places, habits, situations and people and outmanifest them from your reality. Which is actually you manifesting something more positive than before 
You can learn just by observation of other people’s “karma plays”, like with the Conceptual Realizations field for example.
No need to experience “instant bad karma” by yourself in order to learn a lesson faster.
You are not only your waking conscious mind.
But also your Subconscious Mind (and several other parts).
While the conscious mind is constantly tricking itself into believing something through the power of the ego programming, the Subconscious Mind actually knows what is “true” and what is not.
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My guess is that its different for those who kill (or order to kill) in defensive wars and for those who kill in offensive wars. I doubt killing in self defense has much karmic “correction”, You killing the attacker is an act of correction for him. In my opinion, death sentence is a just punishment for murderer who killed without being provoked (I would understand someone who kills person who raped his daughter, for example)
If murderes can kill without punishment only to end up in “resocializing” prison with gyms and Tv’s, what’s stopping them?
I feel it surely has consequences but not near as severe as when killing humans, animals kill each other for food all the time. Still, raising vibration made me eat much less meat, but I don’t think giving up meat entirely would be healthy for me. In some regions people ate mostly animal products for generations and switching to vegan diet is simply unhealthy for them
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My brother still thinks that I’m crazy for being vegetarian (although, I ate/eat some meat, but only on certain occasions, overall like a few times per year - at most), Romania eats pork like a drunkard sips alcohol…
Thank You for Answering.
I really liked the points you brought, like being defensive VS being an attacker in a war.
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Well, I chose “Imperfection” (in the name category)
YET, I realized Something: Imperfection can also mean I’m Perfection!! 
(food for thought: in Imperfection lies perfection or at least it’s seed)
Realisation of your own imperfections usually brings the desire to reach the perfection, that’s how I see it
Not always but yes
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