I agree with Star. Ground ground ground.
Because no matter where you are or feel you are from and why you are here and what not, the point is… that you are HERE. So you need to deep rooted ground yourself to feel that you belong here. Its a bit of a change of mentality too, embrace and accept this your now home. The more you do it the less lost and drained you will feel. Enjoy the ride, take the nights and outer travels as visits. Dont be afraid, dont close off, dont protect yourself in a way to cocoon and like hide your abilities because then what would be the purpose of your journey? Protect yourself so you dont become a source of light from/for hundreds of things and people at the same time, more like that you choose your own speed to deliver and or spread what you feel you want.