that’s true talk right there
you speaketh to my hearteth
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Alone with myself = also looking at mirror
Thats some weird thing there but it works too xD
It is like looking at your higher self all disappointed at you xD
Experiment I have yet to try:
listen to playlist (or loop one audio) in front of mirror.
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that’s some Sims 4 vibes
you speak to the mirror to get charisma levels and anxiety reduction
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with alien inter. you will see an alien hop out of it
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not playing that one for sure
only instrospective fields
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ok become angel and then listen to angel intercession
introspection 100
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Ok, hold on, let me ‘reply’ this cause I wrote it (obviously, processing for myself as well) and then let me read the replies so I don’t spend time trying to modify text.
No man, I just want to be like
<don’t feel like waking up>
‘BITCH Wake The Fuck Up’
‘Drink the Goddamn Water’
or towards the stuff (say tiredness, illness, habits, general low vibe) that keep me in the loop
When these arise, I want to push through regardless with a higher will.
Kind of the point, of going against what I feel like, determined.
Working on the other stuff as well, but I need a push through.
A long convalescence can severely drain etc.
And it is because I love me. It’s not to punish me.
It took a long time to get to the place of self-love and I’ve been in a really sweet and understanding space, but I feel it’s time to add some of that power stuff that I’ve lost, in order to push through and get over it.
I don’t know how to explain it, but there is self-love involved. This, what I’m saying, is more tied to self-esteem. It’s very different from how I used to treat myself. More empowering, not demeaning. More like ‘You can do it, take back your power.’
Though my excuses are extremely valid, they are not helping. I still need to find a way to act against how I shitty I might feel.
Just earlier I’ve heard myself for a whole hour spewing ‘nos’ and ‘can’ts’, and, while valid, I have to find a way to go past them. Then I got angry at the situation. Which is rare. So I thought it’s a a good time to tap into that. There is power in anger, if used properly. And I love me some angry shit, I turn into a (sexy) powerful beast when I get angry. Also makes for great standu-up.
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Not sure. I have awareness, but it’s a lot. But I do have help/guidance from HS & co., I need to step in with more action, I’ll probably get to the right place if I move things more / figure it out.
The problem is that I have to overcome severe lack of energy – to get more energy.
I’ve tried this for quite a while. And you know what.
Thank you for reminding me.
Maybe I should get back to that.
While fields help, I do feel like they don’t replace the silence/darkness/void time.
Thank you!
Tried that on weed a while ago (while I was still smoking), had quite some realizations.
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Tell me if you solve this permanently xD
ok thanks for giving me an excuse to do weed xD
no, but i really should do this too
alone and isolated, and then alone with my reflection…they work differently but compliment each other
stand-up comedy? where you do shows? :p
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well there is angelic vibes and then angelic inercession and it is introspection x2 xD
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thanks for explanation
for all this is just willpower-confidence
and there is a sigil for confidence authority etc if you want
it’s free
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HARAM
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Thank you
I have it, I’ve been wearing it for a couple of months.
It’s helped.
Apparently I need more. Or perhaps it’s just… a process – and it led me to this step that I’ve been mentioning. I’ve gotta recognize to myself, I’ve been pretty badass lately. It’s just been tiring. Perhaps I’m in the final stages of this process.
Yea, it’s great. One day, alone, isolated, with a large mirror in front of you (like in a bedroom, wall size). Weed. Or Ego Dissolution? Observe and tell yourself everything. Take a good look at yourself.
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Noo not shows… Well I had a couple for my friends/coworkers. Just a… way of being. Which I’m trying to remember. Had a couple of numbers that might have required me to get protection :))
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wait
is it pretty or bad?
ok flagged for confusion
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didnt get this at all
numbers as in shows? like real shows or you just mean you clown around?
on another note i posted smth that could be taboo or controversial
ig i will get ignored but called a jerk in most people’s minds
but im also ready for the backlash xD
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what is it?
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I’m not gonna dignify that with an answer :P
No man, not shows, just at private events. ‘Numbers’ as in jokes/scripts.
No big deal, just a hobby.
What?
Also I’m usually ready at any time to delete my posts if I say too much, which I often do.
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what you guys saying that are too much or taboo?
I just say stuff
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hobby with the bobby watching hobbit and the robin
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