I don’t think you should ask why someone that you want isn’t free, but at least you have the right mindset of not touching pirated stuff so I must recommend you.
There is a thread here about other YouTube contents, if you go there to ask perhaps people can lead you to other creators on YT regarding beauty. But you can use free SM to start out.
I was also in your shoes, A student and also an Indian. I saved up for ashtlakshmi yagna. and just used the free fields on yt, and soon my dad asked me to help him with some of his business stuff which brought me some money, within 3 months, he started giving me double. As i continued listening, doing my affirmation, and guidance of ma kali, i’ve started two business, both in accordance with my ideal life. We have calculted rough figures but return on the investment is quite significant and has the potential to do a 180 change my life. I’ve already bought around 10 paid fields and that too in a year. from 0 to 10, just from free yt fields. They are free of cost but as valuable as the paid ones, i would say even more valueable. I just shared my little journey so you get inspired and say a way perhaps. Here is my wealth playlist that i use but do mind i have other playlist as well, that includes SLR3, ego diss, gratitude etc etc.
I would reccomend also gratitude.
Especially gratitude.
