Santa's List - What is missing in your Life?

I wish my compatriots have a normal life one day!

For myself, I wish to learn English with ease and fast, immigrate safely, study a proper major at university, get a proper job, and marry a nice boy!! :slightly_smiling_face:

Also I wish everybody health, happiness, and money.

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I wish that I could sleep on my sides again

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I wish that All of You Fulfill your Good Wishes! :pray:
May All of Us Attain a Better or even Perfect Life! :100::pray:

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Dear Santa:

I’ve been wrecked so long I didn’t even think of asking for this :pensive:

But yeah…with health I’d probably need nothing else. I’d appreciate some ā€œadvantagesā€ when it comes to money.

Photo-reading and instant understanding/perfect recall.

Accurate dowsing/guidance/clairaudience.

Being able to reach epsilon consciously, and/or (ultra-depth, ultra-height) anything else to access my subconscious and higher self.

Honestly I feel dissociated, something for my soul or divinity. I need me some communion.

My family to be happy (so they leave me alone xD).

That the cabal stops or changes their plans slightly. European ā€œvisionā€ not affecting my country and others.

No more war and exploitation. Dismission of the electric cars by 2030 thing.

If all else fails, get me a privileged position in the cabal xD


I feel that. But lately, I can. You just need stomach pains strong enough that only being on your left side is more bearable xD

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Luckily it’s not my stomach, when I am on my sides, my head gets funny and if I stay like that for a couple seconds it feels like the arteries in my head get clogged, (but they don’t since I have tried blood clot dissolver after it) and I get myself a migraine, hearth palpitations, eye pressure for the whole day.

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You need a diagnosis, so you can know what to target.

Anyway, with or without a diagnosis, you can experiment with fields, also you can research the symptoms.

I wish you much Health. :pray:

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I will never say ā€œI want this I need thatā€ Im always content :smiley: I refuse to enter lacking mindset I can only multiply my abundance :stuck_out_tongue: things will either stay good or get better

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Wow!
Now, That’s Positivity/Positive Mindset! :100::+1:

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Hey @SoulStar33

Remember this comment above?

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Thanks for the Reminder. :pray::heart:

I simply wish I was that positive again…

Life stripped away lots of dear beings, things and even the love of life away from me (not totally, just partially).

Somewhere deep within there is still the positive, joyful me, but he’s buried in so many pains and failures, I don’t even know anymore…

I’m not gonna lie and say I’m this strong, invincible being, getting over everything…
I’m not (or if I am, it’s beyond my human persona).

But somehow I’m still finding the strength to go further, there is and still remains the will to live on, despite all my failures…

Maybe that’s a programmed will, strong programming, since somehow I want to go further.

Yet, I see the pointlessness of all our endeavors.

Everything we build in this world, can be destroyed, everything we get, we can lose, our loved ones are not guaranteed to us, to stay with us, according to our will, and perhaps not even our own lives, not even there we have any guarantee…

Yet, perhaps through all of this, I realize that we are neither our lives, nor our stories which we construct in our heads nor the stories which society is weaving about us…

I am learning to accept life, but it looks like my past mistakes are really haunting me, like not having a career or even a chosen path, I can now feel the weight of my lack of choices, of my carelessness…

It’s already starting to become so much harder to survive in this country, especially for a minimum wage, that I ask myself what am I doing here…

There is my brother, his pets which I love, a nephew who cares a little bit about me, but other than those, no one else ever visits me, nor calls me, except a couple relatives every once in a while and some friends, a couple, of my mom’s.

There it is again, the very path which I have built through my isolation, yet a friend, if I can even call him that, since he never speaks with me anymore, he was a guy who hanged out with countless friends, and in his hour of need, he got no one but his mom, perhaps me and my mom (my mom tried to help him with money, I told her it’s pointless, he sold a phone she bought for him… I think either for drugs or on slot machines, where he was spending even his last penny…) and nowadays he’s married.

Well, he’s got a wife, which is not a bad deal, actually, far better than spending money on things he shouldn’t ever spend on…

Anyway, it is what it is…

Somehow, I’m gonna find a way, I have to, since I do not want to throw away everything, all the love which my dear ones have invested in me.

I’m still here and I will be here, no matter what.
Well, here meaning on Earth, in this physical incarnation of mine.

I have no idea how, well I have some ideas, but I would rather post on the forum when I have managed to make some of those ideas part of my reality, a fleeting one, but still (a) reality.

One things for certain, I’m not gonna lie and say I’m fine, when I’m not…

Still, I’m not that bad either, somehow I was truly depressed as a teen and in my early 20s.

Now, i understand things a little bit better and I know that happiness is something which I can always choose, tune into, or create, etc.

I can and I will be happy again.
I’m smiling just writing this.

Anyway, a chapter ended in my life, and another one comes, and hopefully there will be some good chapters left, in this book of mine…
But, as the author, that remains my duty, my burden and my choice, how things will unravel further…

Although it’s a co-creation here, so, I don’t know, I will see how things will go.

My highest duty is to never give up, which I won’t.

Anyway, this Christmas is the very first one without both my parents, and to be honest, I don’t know how gleeful can I be…

But I bet, I will still manage to smile, perhaps even to laugh.

I have already tasted agony, now it’s time to taste sweetness and joyfulness, again…

And if You’ve been reading this, well, I gotta add this part too:

Merry Christmas! :christmas_tree::santa::pray::gift::heart:


Peace, Joy, Love, these are all things which I can find, they are always within and can be found without too.
The idea is to not search too far away, since they can always be found or produced, within, and perhaps these are among The Greatest Gifts Which We Can Offer to Ourselves and to Others.

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