Lol no, Its just that I have always been a more “live in my own fantasy world” type a person.
I dont feel uncomfortable with devas, its just that I can kind of “sense” the christian subconscious patterns.
IPF field kinda built the bridge.
I know all about the ego and homeostasis bro, trust me I know how it all works.
Communicating with entities is also a natural trait I had, although it became alot stronger after the IPF field.
Anyway, i’ll be fine. Soul restoration made me burst out in tears, so the emotional post might have come off as bitchlike and as OM said, “victim”, but Im a warrior, I never cry unless its spiritual rage cry lol. Im good, but check this out ;
So, I always had the feeling that there was some kind of “heaven” on earth, like a “eden” if you will.
I always thought it was because of the christian programming hoping there to be a eden.
But no, as I always observed peoples lifestyle, especially this modern shithole, deep down I always thought ; “this isnt how its suppose to be you idiots!!”
After a few more loops of soul restoration, I suddenly hear “Lemuria”.
I had no previous knowledge of Lemuria or anything like that, nor was I interested at all in such places.
So I look it up, and guess what, it was heaven on earth ;)
Maybe had a past life there and know on a soul-level that we werent meant to live like this?