I havent played this field much and it took me some days before i decided to try it, i didnt really know if i wanted to go remembering things i have forgotten, if my current reality doesnt match yet the one i want then i dont wanna be bringing good 'old memories and feel or not so good memories and feel worse lol
I wasnt sure if the field would filter the good memories from the bad, but then again nothing is ever too good or too bad so how would the field know? Obvs im sure Dream knows why he made it and im sure the outcome could help us in many different ways.
BUT BUT…
I have experienced something that i think is really really cool and helpful, specially for people with ADD or ADHD etc… @Borisju so hear me out…
I came to this conclusion (still just my experience) after several times picking up what was happening.
Whatever i am thinking at the time i am playing this audio comes back to my mind at another time when doing something that is linked to the thoughts i had when i was playing it.
I give you one example:
I started cooking and i used a spice that someone brought to me some months ago and i only use it for X specific dish so i remembered the old friend that introduced me to that spice, i havent spoken to that person in ages, and i thought about that friendship and how i never reach out to any old friend to check on them anyway i can say i thought quite a lot while cooking… then ate and forgot about it.
At night on that day after like 6 hours i felt like having a little bit of what i cooked earlier.
THE MINUTE i sat and started eating i remembered that friend!
Say wot?! I even laughed and i was like i tainted my dish now or what.
Btw i remembered the friend before the audio started playing. So no it didnt feel that the audio brought the memory of him.
But it felt as if the audio had hooked to the thoughts i had when it was playing and linked it to what i was doing at the time, so the thought would come back when doing the same thing when it was captured.
And like that occasion several ones,another time I was brushing my hair while the audio was playing and while playing i was thinking that i had to do so and so, couple of hours later i went to the bathroom again and was cleaning the brush etc and i remembered the thing i had to do!! Immediately.
Its crazy! Every time has been crazy.
So now im gonna plan on playing the audio while reading my to do list or things i need to do soon and either in the bathroom or in the kitchen lol so every time i go to either place ill remember and do the things.
Because even with daily to do lists notebooks around me, post its, and a literal chalkboard in my room, i still get carried away doing other things a lot of times, its honestly a whole different world and life the one of people with ADHD nobody understands but us!
I think this is phenomenal and its been helping me without consciously doing it, now i will use it for my advantage.
Also the memories brought to me, have not been exact times or places I’ve been that were cool to remember so far… but things SAID to me that remind me now of good traits or good characteristics about me or that I’ve done, and its warmed up my heart and soul, so if thats what its supposed to do i think its beautiful because theyve come when ive been alone and maybe when i needed those words. And so i shall be brave and open and play it daily from now on.
This audio feels like the Emotional Supporter one
but instead of Me talking to the audio like if it was somebody looking for support, its been the audio that talks to me in the shape of " the memory of old friends and old occasions where i had been appreciated, admired or recognized" the few occasions it has happened have definitely felt like a cup of hot drinking chocolate in a rainy cold day. 🩷
I think its worth the risk. No other field has ever made me feel nervous and hesitant to listen to but this one, and now i have a good feeling that the fear and hesitancy were just a self sabotage from the ego.