The years keep passing by, can’t believe I spent all this time, every single day on brain and intelligence fields lol
So weird,
Still would have done it again though
Whatever you do, doing it for long periods of time and getting lots of results, really feels good. It’s that consistency, it’s a nice feeling looking back.
Hi Manhattan,
What brain stack would you recommend for someone new to this? I am currently using PF and 0rder of 3. Also considering getting the Eternal NFT and the Manhattan method. Are there base fields I’m missing? I also used the PTSD and genius fields and really liked it.
Can you make a post with guide to intellectual mastery using the fields in steps?
Thanks
J
Yes unlike the amazing crypto zanks.
(Satire)
lol who is the guy?
He’s msg got removed no I look like a even bigger retard.
Why are you so mean with yourself Steve ?
You’re pretty smart, a lot of you are… just not Dreamweaver level smart (I’m not either). But objectively, we can’t call you dumb.
Do you still feel as if you have this ripening sensation?
With what you were seeking or experiencing with initial sensations?
Or is the seed of the fruit still waiting to bloom?
Still soaking in all the sunlight and raw molecules and materials?
Still on its way to flowering towards the full results stage?
@JonDoe297
Hey,
why you have my NFT has your profile picture ??
Lol, just messing around.
I integrate it faster now. I don’t feel it when it’s working.
I got used to having new thoughts, new ideas and understanding things intuitively. It feels like a normal aspects of life. I don’t attribute it to the Fruit of Knowledge.
But sometimes it stops and I feel like I lost my mojo.
It’s like being used to the best high tech equipment and gears then one day, you lose the electricity, lose internet and you feel the “hmmpf, I have been relying on my gears more than I realized”.
It really feels like I realize things on my own.
A lot these new brain fields, that’s the fruit man.
But funny enough, sometimes I get some knowledge and I know I’m missing some brain wiring to really make it mine. It doesn’t happen so often, but sometimes I just know my hardware is not evolved enough for the knowledge I got.
And I can feel what I should do to make it easier to grasp.
I have it inside my head but I can’t process it right, it takes a lot of effort.
8 months later if you ask me, getting it was the right decision.
Also, since I’m here.
893 more lessons to go
Edit:
Sometime I do feel detached and that I don’t care. Everything is just a big system with many pieces.
Sometimes it’s psychological, sometimes I’m up there in the brain, or it’s the solar system and gravity. Sometimes it’s basic aspects of life.
It can be math, linguistic, sometimes it’s about time and concepts.
It’s very conceptual and image-based. I understand it but I have to make a quick search to be able to explain it.
It can also be different aspect of the same thing, they don’t necessarily conflict but they definitely help rising above these level of thinking.
Some of the knowledge seems more inline with older theories though and I can see how even ideas no longer deemed relevant really still are.
The more time passes on the more I see people including myself as just hairless baboons.
Sometime it’s a mindfck.
I’m an ape surrounding by other apes, all barely conscious, mostly instinctive and primal.
I have felt a little uncomfortable around people on a few occasions. A bit like waking up to how strange things are.
I might sound like an asshole, but it’s freaky.
I do wonder, when I heard about AI becoming sentient, are humans even really sentient ?
Edit: I’m not saying that to bring people down. Homo sapien is a species, we are members of this group.
We are not just cosmic entities or just animals.
It’s an earthly experience in the natural physical world. But there are many different sides to the same individuals .
I figured it sounded grim, it’s not, it’s a perspective.
That’s literally how I have been feeling for a while now 
We’re just monkeys carrying briefcases like if we aren’t actually bullsh*tting ourselves
Proud of you fellow comrade.
Maybe it may come into fruition for myself to enjoy the khoobsurat fruits 
woke up late night, thoughts just flowing.
Saw this post, an instinctual understanding.
Had this ego death a while ago.
It started with looking at people and noticing how prominent human beings and there ears are.
Had to come to grips with all that we are no species special for a long time.
The freakiness continues, when you realized as a collective how much we are suppose to be otherwise.
Through religion or society or whatever.
Humans being the chosen ones,etc.
You learn this first thing at Sunday school.
We seduce the masses through this to justify our deforestation and tyrannical usurp attempts over other species on Earth.
For how long and to how far?
The whole IQ transcending the hierarchal nonsense when you realize it’s just an ape trying to put himself in a suit when he’s just a little less hair then the other chimp who is about to level up just like he did, except maybe for another millions years the chimp will have to wait before he can start pushing pencils and one day at his desk job look around him and see the world for what it is.
To see his own species as nothing special.
The behaviors thought patterns psychology.
Trying to juxtapose it all,
Because the spiritual etc. dealing now with entities after seeing the code of the matrix.
You are 100% not hallucinating.
Death of your old world doesn’t go quietly.
But will end my actualization here, because I have a feeling you know exactly what I’m talking about.
'Un Rêve À Deux ’ 
“To the very last, the desire to debate, to understand more. To the very last, doubt. This permanent doubt, the deep source of science.” Carlo Rovelli, ‘Reality is not what it seems: the journey to quantum gravity’
