Thank you from this Tuesday child, whose grace needs a lot of refilling.
Had an emotional experience playing this one, and ruminating over the words to the Hail Mary. If grace is that thing that makes Mary look so peaceful and serene, even after a tough day of mothering the whole world, then I need some of that. Thank you.
This will be my daily āGird Your Loinsā morning playlist.
i finally reach what i seek by listen to this. after facing my trauma this the only field that give me mind relaxation and also relief my love addiction symptoms that i faced my shadow to be more deserving of love. this make me feel what i need to feel not be fake it but with real vibration , i miss angelic realms it was painful to be seen as bad while you are good and pure and deserving the best love but no one can understand your beauty.
This is one of the rare fields I felt an immediate effect with. The moment I turned it on, things that would have annoyed me SO MUCH a moment ago just vanished from my mind. And when I thought about them, I did it with only immense kindness. With this field, everything I look at or think about or do is looked at and thought about and done with kindness and gentleness and, well, grace
If anyone has seen āPrince of Egyptā - this reminds me off that āburning bushā scene. Very beautiful audio this, very celestial and dreamy. Itās like a divine hug from heavens within.
Iām glad for having āgotten usedā to Michaelās mandala and Angelic Intercession beforehand, during the last couple of months. Otherwise⦠I might have been knocked out with the power of this new field. Just a speculation but not so far-fetched, I guessā¦
Iām currently re-reading To the Lighthouse. At one moment, thereās an admirable questioning conducted by one of the characters about the timeless concepts of good/goodness/selflessness and so on. Confronting them with hypocrisy and calculated actions. This field was playing while reading that chapter and well⦠I found myself reflecting on the āvirtuous impulsesā part⦠while suddenly feeling so microscopic. More than ever. Even ashamed (temporarily).
Yes, thatās it. I donāt mean this in terms of a so-called inferiority/superiority competition (!) between different kinds of beings. Itās more like a question of surrendering or whatever.
Finally breaking the perpetual discourse of āyou have to fight for bla and blaā, ālove is a battlefieldā (), āyouāre gonna kick bla or blaās butt, I trust you mateā, etc.
I donāt want to spam but⦠just like what Atreides had said about the Emotional Mastering Protocol (edit: nope, he said it about Auric. Have taken note of this slip) this one might be THE field I was looking for. The home-field. Despite all the other great ones that I adore.
I just canāt get enough of this one.
āIām not a saintā, āIām not angelā: 2 of the sentences that I use the most :)) You bet if I am not⦠So much so that I always kept a certain cold distance between them and myself so far, despite my respect (or maybe ābecause ofā).
2 people have recently touched my life with giant hands: one from this forum () and the other one from outside. Iāve been in a sort of ātherapyā with the latter. As a mental health worker, one of my ethical duties is to go to therapy in order to keep the house āpresentableā, if not totally clean. But the last time, I decided to try another kind of therapy because when I go to my mainstream colleagues⦠well, I end up yawning in a āpffff I already know the stuff youāre telling me dude, itās my jobā (semi-lol). So I really had to change the disc.
In 1 hour chrono, that non-mainstream ātherapistā has sent to the garbage my 2 remaining traumas, leaving me defenseless. Defense in the sense of āexcuse me dudes but I have legitimate reasons to act this or that wayā.
So much for legitimacyā¦
Maybe the synchro with the release of this field explains it all: I think I associate it with the 2 persons mentioned above.
And yes, right now I feel defenseless and vulnerable like⦠like I donāt know what :)))) (insert term) but at the same time, with some sort of brand new strength. Not built over time with barriers, masks, etc. No, probably just THE inner one.
I said that about Auric Repair. But EMP is right on the spot for my needs too. And now Knight, starting to feel like myself again. Be not conformed to this world - someone said.
But not trying to make this about me. Iām taking note of your emphasis on Grace of Saints and Angels. Itās one Iāve shied away from because the last thing I want is to be a ānice guyā. If anything gets me to give it a try, it will be your reviews.
And you know something about how much I need āgraceā and how reluctant and hesitant I am to accept it. Paradoxically and dichotomously to all my desires to be blessed and to manifest well.
Thank you for sharing your experiences with this field.
Ooops, you said it about EMP (edit 2: Auric Bronyraur, AURIC!! ), right! Haha, quite meaningful slip/mistake of mine, revealing my urge to get it. Next one on my list⦠unless I donāt resist and get Plasma Glass Skin first :p
But also because I now link Auric/EMP duo directly with you.
Thank you for your feedback and this part. No false return of compliment, your reviews have done the same for me several times and you know it.
I co-resonate with you here⦠but Iām pretty sure that youāll integrate those and still manage to remain as this strange glamour mixture :p that I/we like.
I looped this field for some time and it gives me inner peace, and something like a holy radiance.
Also the people are very nice to me, almost too nice .
The respect from people is HUGE, but not āfear-basedā like with the lion or smilidon mandala, itās somehow the way people respect the holy and divine.
figurative volcano erupted in my familyās social dynamics after playing this with angelic intercession.
everyoneās emotions are out and raw. everything swept under the rug is seeing the light of day for the first time.
throughout all of this i feel calm and even bubbly. i just have this knowing that this was all meant to happen and my family will be stronger because of it.
this is a really personal result, but i trust that sharing this will help benefit my sapien medicine family.