I donāt want to spam butā¦ just like what Atreides had said about the Emotional Mastering Protocol (edit: nope, he said it about Auric. Have taken note of this slip) this one might be THE field I was looking for. The home-field. Despite all the other great ones that I adore.
I just canāt get enough of this one.
āIām not a saintā, āIām not angelā: 2 of the sentences that I use the most :)) You bet if I am notā¦ So much so that I always kept a certain cold distance between them and myself so far, despite my respect (or maybe ābecause ofā).
2 people have recently touched my life with giant hands: one from this forum () and the other one from outside. Iāve been in a sort of ātherapyā with the latter. As a mental health worker, one of my ethical duties is to go to therapy in order to keep the house āpresentableā, if not totally clean. But the last time, I decided to try another kind of therapy because when I go to my mainstream colleaguesā¦ well, I end up yawning in a āpffff I already know the stuff youāre telling me dude, itās my jobā (semi-lol). So I really had to change the disc.
In 1 hour chrono, that non-mainstream ātherapistā has sent to the garbage my 2 remaining traumas, leaving me defenseless. Defense in the sense of āexcuse me dudes but I have legitimate reasons to act this or that wayā.
So much for legitimacyā¦
Maybe the synchro with the release of this field explains it all: I think I associate it with the 2 persons mentioned above.
And yes, right now I feel defenseless and vulnerable likeā¦ like I donāt know what :)))) (insert term) but at the same time, with some sort of brand new strength. Not built over time with barriers, masks, etc. No, probably just THE inner one.