I havent commented on this thread in a while and this is one of my favorite audios. Very very powerful.
However i want to share my thoughts and own perception of this field after months of using it.
You guys dont know this but for like little over 10 years my nickname around is Sunshine. (Moon is just my innerself ) and the reason why is because at some point in my life after the struggle of a divorce i was completely at the bottom of the pit, and incredibly depressed and lost. I was living at a complex that had a beach down at the end.
Since there were endless nights without sleeping, one night at around 5am i got up, and i said āok i wont be able to sleep i cant take this anymore i need to go for a walk at the beachā
So i went there and obv the beach was empty and i sat there totally emotionally numb and quiet just watching the water touching my toes. I walked, i sat, i cried, got up and walked again and then the Sun started coming up so incredibly beautiful giving me its first rays of gorgeous colors, and there were us just Me, the vast Ocean, huge perfect Sun, an the calming noise from the crashing weaves, it was there for me, it felt like it was coming up just for me, giving itself to me in its whole magnificence and no one else, it was MY and only my gift.
I danced, and ran and laughed and rolled over the sand and cried of joy. I was back. My life was back.
I felt warm and empowered forward and protected.
I stayed there until around 8am and that was the start of a close healing relationship with the Sun, it was our private secret meeting, every dawn. It became my mornings ritual.
One day i met an old lady i used to buy organic products from and i she asked me what i was doing looking so happy so i told her why and she said āoh so you are becoming like the Sun now, radiating light, just make sure that you also follow the Suns daily behaviorā¦ it comes out every day no matter how dark the night before was, and it simply does its job, regardless of who appreciates it or benefits from it, it is just there doing its job being powerful, and it reaches and touches far and wide with its warm cozy rays even if you dont see it, it is there doing its jobs and coming outā
From that moment i changed my social media names for " name + Sunshine" and i started doing just that. My thing. No matter what.
So when i saw this audio i instantly knew its meaning and cried before even listening to it. And its that same feeling of freedom and peace i felt years ago.
Soooo here is what i want to share to you all in a way of advice of course take it or leave it or experiment yourself, i simply want to throw my opinion in here because i know with so many different fields and all sounding so great a lot dont really know how to take full advantage of them or when itd be best.
I used to play this every morning after nullify astrological and followed by Armor of Light when it came out. + etc etc and sometimes along VoT if i was stressed.
But then i realized (after back and forth tests) that this field for people like me that works on sales or whos job or business is very competitive and needs you being totally forward pushing like breaking barriers, its not best to play before work nor every day. Because this field totally put you in a state of complete relaxation to the point that no matter what you dont care whats going on (in a good way) you feel completely unbothered and just content with whatever lol
Let me just repeat: IF you need to push and be determined crushing obstacles ā¦ dont play it before or while work.
Its the sun after all, its the essence of Gayatri mantraā¦ pure peace. Thats a great feeling of course but i remember going like "oh i didnt sellā¦ thats ok oh meetings are cancelled for todayā¦ thats ok oh payment didnt go through so no dealā¦ thats ok lmao it went on for like 2 or 3 weeks like that because i was soo detached and just content with life (i tried it on and off several times and i always noticed the difference)
So instead i play it right when im leaving work so it helps to leave all behind (like the night) no matter how the day was and just be happy after and relaxed. And lately not every day but like a couple of times here and there, so it keeps that warm spirit up and strong.
But this is absolutely perfect if:
You are feeling down
Depressed
Lost
Helpless
Sad
Self conscious
Disappointed with anything and that also includes job/business/finances this starts jumps you for some days but then once you feel empowered use other fields to keep the luck and abundance flowing, ideas etc
Or when you feel that negative thoughts or feelings are starting to build or crawl upā¦ this along Crucible or BoL would send you back to the before you failed when the dreams and will were fresh.
much love