I’m writing this because, I want to possibly help someone else who might have my situation.
Before I found fields, I had given birth, it was a very difficult birth. I delivered by pushing, I probably should have delivered by c section but I didnt. I got an epidural, and an episiotomy. It was a particularly grueling scene, according to my husband.
After the birth, I was a flaming mess.totally dysregulated in every way. Hormonally, neurologically, I would have all of these cycling and constantly shifting symptoms. I was getting dizzy spells, I had double vision except it wasn’t regular side to side double vision it was vertical double vision where one thing was on top of another . I got fitted for glasses and the eye doctor heard about that and his response was “Yikes.” He wouldn’t elaborate.
Unbelievably, doctors have not been of much help. It would probably help to not go to the doctor in Vermont- sorry if you also live here but the medical scene is not the best. I grew up in NY so it’s different.
The only clues I have gotten over the past few years are that I have a propensity toward ovarian cysts, I have some symptoms of endometriosis or pcos, and during certain times of month my nervous system is totally messed up and it feels like I can’t do anything, like I’m walking through sand. And my neck hurts.
Fields helped. Many of them did. Without them, I would have kept descending. But Nothing- Nothing- has helped me like the Negentropic pulser.
It’s unbelievable how long my fields lists are. You wouldn’t believe it if you saw them. And they help, they do. But they don’t fix it.
This fixes it for me. I don’t know how and I don’t know why. This fixes it. This takes me from needing to spend part of the day in bed, no energy, can’t move my neck abruptly or bend over without getting extremely dizzy, slow thinking, abdominal pain, etc to TOTALLY f*ing normal like I’m a regular person again.
I know that sounds dramatic but when there’s something chronically off with you in your head it is dramatic you’re like pondering your mortality and it’s honestly really scary. I know, Jaaj has brought great comfort on his posts where he assures us there is no death and I’m grateful, but it does scare me the thought of going before my time. To go early, as it were. I want to stick around, see my little people grow up. Help with their kids.
It’s something neuro endocrine maybe a spinal cord injury from the epidural
The only other fields that have come anywhere near as close to providing me this kind of relief are plasma flaunt, blueprint, superhuman mutant and body healing from patreon. And sinus that one always surprised me
But they don’t do what this does.
Please if you have any kind of neurological or endocrine issue or injury please give this a try at least. It’s unbelievable the difference in how I feel. I’m not promising anything I’m just stating my experience and maybe you’ll feel the same way too.