Man. First time listening. Three loops. So I’m sitting upright on the floor with my back against the wall. Pressed play.
Within seconds I turned into some type of human magnet; drawing into me a force that I can’t see but is extremely physical. I felt like someone was sitting on my chest… almost how it would feel if I were laying down and a small child were sitting on top of me. But I’m sitting up. That strong.
Thought I was going to cry, but it subsided. Thought I was going to cry again, subsided again. Went through that cycle on the first and third loops. The second loop didn’t feel the same level of sorrow.
The music is incredible, it’s a fast-paced techno track that seemed to mimic the intensity of what I was feeling. At the end of the track the beat gradually slows down to a near stop; almost as if it was representing the slowing down of the machine depicted in the picture that was behind the force pressing on my chest the entire time.
By the end of third loop, the heaviness on my chest was accompanied by warmness. As I type this I still feel what feels like weight on my chest. Emotionally I’m leveled out again, though I had a smaller wave of sorrow come and go a minute or two after finishing the session.
Looking at the description again, it quite literally feels like what it says. It’s saying for me to wait until Tuesday to use it again, so I’m sure I’m going to be going through some type of integration process. If there’s anything else worth noting before then, I’ll post again.
