I went to work today, and instantly felt like cracking jokes with everyone. Felt like I had perfect comedic timing tbh.
Usually I’m at work with one airpod, in my own imagination, wiring my brain simultaneously with whatever brain field I choose.
But not today. Today I became more like my past self in terms of extroversion. Even seeing someone that has chosen to be my “enemy” didn’t bother me or trigger any type of amygdala activity. (Usually I’d think about KOing that guy once he gives me a nasty stare .)
But today I had great social interaction, even speaking to random people who weren’t customers. I gave good energy and I received it back seven fold.
I didn’t use golden glow or anything, I just went out on a limb as I used to in the past, but this time if felt more special.
I also felt like helping others more and checking up on their well-being. (Man what happened to me? I used to do this naturally…) This is a field that helps you override past negative experiences and cognitive distortions built from traumatic experiences.
Feels like an upgraded New perspectives.