An hour ago we have entered the bus to x destination.I am the only one fasting I think since it is 9am and everyone else is eating.
Also I will be spending next 4 hours using fields,possibly meditating to them,and practicing chess with my teammate for the tournament that will be held at x destination.
I will be updating this thread with experiences I deem interesting,and mention fields I believe are responsible.
I will be using photosynthesis,superhiman mutant and hypersleep daily.
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If you havent added Vitamin C ,use it , it gonna last your entire trip. 
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It is painfully obvious that 97% of people here are just for drinking and getting wasted,any physical activity is out of question.
I was never a fan of music played in our clubs(except techno clubs),and that music is played here.To counter this I smoked weed and drank votka afterwards so yeah I adapted,but tonight I wanna be more accepting so I will try minimising alcohol and trying to enjoy that experience more.
Positives:
-Meeting new people,one girl yesterday I had deep convo with,enjoyed it and she proclaimed me to be special amongst all people here.It was purely platonic though.
-girl I met today(taken) had chess set so we played and it was fun,I plan on playing with others who like chess.
-Guys I am sharing room with are cool,one is a bit crazy like me,other 2 are are steering on the safe side.
-Plasma brain, and brain fields I use are lifesavers.As I woke up today I felt my brain is fried,congitivr functions are down af,15 mins later I am good to go like I havent wasted myself 6 hours before.Alcohol processing also lifesaver in so many ways…
It might seem that I am nagging here,but these positives rly outweigh negatives.
Fields are making this experience infinite times more awesome,healing fields help with my accidental wounds,while others have to deal with their wounds for entire trip.
Also I seem to dislike people flipping bottles to spill on surrounding people,throwing bottles on the ground and all other cave man behaviour.Primal drunk behaviour is rly making me dislike those people.Finally by now I confirmed I am the only person who brought weed,so everyone else is just drunk.People who I meet,talk to develop interest fastly and couldnt imagine me feeling like an alien,so this is even bigger paradox for me.
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So my 4 day trip has ended.A lot of things happened but what strikes me the most is how apparent it is that for everyone this was pure hedonism and nothing more(except those that got physically hurt).For me,this is like mining a lot of time to discover gold.This entire experience feels like set of different lessons that were teaching me about myself,reminding and making me realize how much I am different from everyone that was there(everyone that I could interact with or at least observe how he/she behaves.
I always loved my uniqueness,and when I talked to some actually smart girls there(didnt just drink to get drunk af,didnt get put off by my complex questions and had patience to listen to me),they told me how I just feel different than all those other people(without me mentioning it).Problem is I rly wanted to get lost in the experience and feel it as intensely as they do(enjoying our crappy music which is played at local clubs,except 2 techno clubs which are the only ones I go to),but no amount of Vodka and weed could help,it only dulled my senses.
Believe it or not I played at the chess tournament there,open for all students who visited in this trip,AND GOT 3RD PLACE.This feels like one of the most important achievements there were for me,again there werent a lot of participants but still feels good.
Ah the woman part that certain members here just know is always the funniest part.Well there were multiple scenarious depending on individual girl,most of them would be just put off by my vibe cuz the girl wants to be drunk and talk about smalltalk casual(dumb stuff for me personally) stuff or dance(and I cant dance to this music I mean I can but I feel like a monkey) and then there I come with philosophical question even though I am wasted(courtesy of Dreams brain stuff).Last night 2 girls brought me to their table out of blue,considering we met in public toilet.One of them wanted me,even bought me vodka even though I said I am fine with water(last 2 days of the trip I was only high and drank water entire evening),so yeah even she wanted me to let loose.But as luck would have it,her old flame came and her friend told me-This is gonna be brutal get ready,dont look but her old flame is here and knowing her she will hook up with him,I suggest u to not waste time and go look for a new girl,sorry it is what it is.
Those certain ‘special’ girls would legitimately offer me their help in pursuit of other chicks and their sincerity surprised me as well.Having female friends turned out way more fun that I expected it to be.I could have hooked up with one chick on day one,but that situation failed cuz I didnt wanna get involved with her,considering she is same faculty as the girl in my home city who I went out with once last week and rly seems like great potential gf.
All of this makes me feel like I am grandpa in a young body,and even though I know I didnt do anything wrong,I still feel like I could have done something better.
One of major lessons here for me is to start acting according to how I feel and how I am currently,last 2 days I wasnt driven to chase girls at all,but I did it cuz me from a year ago would be doing it.
I got to meet ‘Instagrammer’ girls,normal girls,3 ‘special’ girls who I can see as actual friends,some of the girls rejected me brutally,some just flirted and teased me while dancing with other guy,hoping to provoke me,some would invite me to join them,one group of girls were rly inviting and welcoming cuz they have seen me ride a bike in the neighboorhood my dad lives in,n amount of times and then I was titled “the neighbor”.So yeah it was a mix of everything and all I can say is that I hope I will unpack all subtle lessons that are hiding in other events of this trip.
PS:THANK U FOR ALL AMAZING FIELDS DREAM,THEY ENHANCED THIS ENTIRE EXPERIENCE AND HELPED ME GET THAT MEDAL.
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Its a unique perspective, book worthy even, a complete description of life or normal university life and having a special magical / futurist power that give you and edge sometimes and a unique view of the world.
I’d read it
this could be even a manga series if somebody wants to draw start a webtoon series.
animate it lol.
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he infiltrates’ the hidden world of “stand up for a brother who as real as a sister”
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Haha lets put it differently… you are an old and wise soul 
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Hahaha i bet you already are drawing the manga story with his notes 
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Book or manga ilustrating certain events of my life?Sounds interesting,and u recommending it adds even more weight to it.Now here is a story that had big visual impact on me:
We have arrived at the apartment,I smoked some weed,took necessary things with me and went to the pool.I arrive with my friend and there are already people that know me telling me water is perfect.From my perspective,I jumped,swam to the ladder,climbed and then realized 7 people are standing by the edge of the pool asking my friend if he is fine.
He was struggling to stay afloat,his head dipping underwater every second and when it wasnt,he would yell-I AM FINE I JUST HAVENT SWAM FOR A FEW YEARS.That lasted for 2 seconds,then I jumped in to get to him.I am high af mind u,trying to figure out best way to keep his head above,and he is using all his effort to say in most calm manner,he is all good.One of the bystanders asks me-Do u need me to jump? Yeah man.2 seconds later he comes and both of us get my friend to the ladder.
Never before have I done this in my life,that friend got 1st place in chess and was the only person who could understand all my dilemmas there,feeling out of place etc.He is rly smart and seeing him starting to drown,while doing his best to keep saying how he is fine,was rly fucked up for me,even if I wasnt high.
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