Wow it’s crazy that I feel I was mostly in apathy state a great part of my life. I feel like the vibration audios, energy sensitivity and the ascension tag made me quickly rise up from mostly desire and anger to courage and neutrality rather quickly.
@_OM is it wrong to say that in the power states it is much easier to grow? I feel like that right now, tbh, like raising is much more smoother and doesn’t cause as much issues as when I was in the lower states
Yes of course. Will add more later.
I’ll quote the above PDF as it’s mainly on point as a paraphrased Hawkins understanding
(and finding Hawkins’ exact quotes usually means sifting thru one of voluminous books and retyping it from the hard copy manually) 
At Courage and Acceptance, one experiences a marked leap in
the experience of the world.
An increase in consciousness at any level changes your experience
significantly. However, there are two particular levels where one
experiences a marked leap vs. the other levels.
The first is Courage, which separates the levels of force (<200) from the
levels of power (>200). This is the first waking point from the sleepwalker
status. The second is Acceptance, where one recognizes it is (s)he and (s)he
himself who is the conscious creator of everything in his life. This is the
point where one completely awakes from sleepwalking.
I’ve gotten to where I ask “show me yes” and “show me no” and I feel which way the energy flows in me. Upward is a yes, and downward is a no. I use this to talk to God even, and any beings.
That’s really interesting. I’ve been practicing muscle testing more lately, and I’ve started to notice that, if I pay attention, after I ask my question I can feel the energy shift and know whether the outcome will be a yes/no. Now that I’ve felt it a few times, I know what to pay attention to and it’s getting easier to just know.
I’ve really been enjoying practicing this level of discernment lately, even though I’m already pretty good at just asking and hearing a response. It never hurts to add new skills, you know?
For like 5 years I focused the energy of Sirius B into my body and it strengthened my energy field and makes it feel very dense feeling energetically. It’s stronger, but then you almost never stop feeling energy in a strong way. So you kind of get used to it. But it’s quite blissful.
It also makes Sapien’s work feel incredibly strong. I had heard his work is more subtle, but feels as strong to me as anything I’ve done. Especially the bone massage one. Feels like 5-10 pounds of magnetic field were inside my bones as I can best describe it.
How did you do it?
When you can start feeling energy, you can direct it.
So I just imagined myself on Sirius B, in order to try to transform my body.
It’s rather an intense way to go actually.
Do you think that meditating with the sapiens audios of energetic infusion of galaxies constellations and etc. can bring similar results?
Maybe. I haven’t tried. Sapien’s can feel pretty strong too, though Sirius B is very focused as a white dwarf star.
Constellations are groups of stars, but a white dwarf star is incredibly dense gravitationally. It can cause pain in the bones from attempting to transform. It caused crunching sounds in my skull at times.
wow, this is interesting
If you do that for awhile with focusing a white dwarf star into your body, be prepared for reality to begin shifting faster for you.
Like songs that claim to be released in 1993 actually manifested for me one day that touched me so deeply I know they didn’t exist in my own timeline back in 1993.
This was the song. I know it came into my timeline like a month ago because it moved me so much I cried quite a bit:
Also, the show Animorphs which claims to be from 1998, I know that manifested into my timeline like today. I watched a Vsauce episode that I had seen before that mentioned it for the first time just today. The same Vsauce video changed between two watchings.
Animorphs is a show about humans that transform into animals. Something I’ve tried desperately to do for 20 years, except for me it’s anthro. That’s what I used the white dwarf star to try to do. I know it didn’t really exist in my 1998. It’s like it was made for me.
You get things like that that seem like they were created just for you, and also for the enjoyment of others. With such a dense/strong field, reality changes around you for the better.
But how exactly was your visualization? Can you elaborate a little more? Do you just imagine the star behind you? Perhaps orion is a good one for me, as I suspect I may have come from there.
I don’t “see” when I visualize. I feel.
Just imagined me and Sirius B take up the same space. And I hold onto the form I want to become.
No, you imagine yourself inside the star. It does take guts and is a little scary at first.
Orion is a constellation. You’d have to find a specific star.
My home is Alcyoni where my higher dimensional partner is from.
If you visualize and see, then see what you want to become.
You also need meditation to clear energy blockages. When you can feel energy, focus on clearing yourself more energetically.
That Higher Ground song was the limit of beauty I could handle. I couldn’t have handled anything more beautiful. Beauty can be infinite.
Things start to manifest out of Infinite Intelligence that resonate strongly with you. Earth is becoming each person’s own paradise through ascension. I already have heaven on earth to an extent.
Your experiences are very interesting, and thanks for the tips.
And by the way, did you manage to change the shape of your body? I have a similar dream, an objective that I need to fulfill, but it is not as difficult as yours was.
I showed a picture on my forum before it went down where on the inside of my right ear, a fold disappeared. I also smell very musky at times like an anthro. So my scent changed dramatically. But I always feel a very strong transformation field on me.
I am also working on turning my eyes to iridescent golden. They were dark brown before when I started a couple of months ago and I have been working off and on at it.
This is them now, definitely lighter than they used to be.
I will want to know as the results are updated.
