Hello 
I think i need to make a quick post, so we dont hijack posts when seeing my name 
I told some of you including Dream of course who i was from almost the moment i created this new profile, it took a while before telling Sammy 
since i had given him my word that i wasnt going to return and open again a profile etc but its his forum i felt bad hiding that from him.
And i know some of you figured i was and thats fine i wasnt trying to hide it (except from Sammy haha) i came back because i had worn out my friend’s (in the forum) chances to help me with trades, i didnt want to bother them anymore.
But my plan was to be incognito, do my trades and leave or just stay for that only.
I promised myself not to engage in any conversation or argument lol etc but well obviously i failed.
I could just not not help around knowing the answer, or if i discover something useful i want to share it, i want to push and inspire others, it is in me and can only be hidden so long.
But more people started to ask me in PM and i was like you know what, im just gonna change my name, there is no point if im gonna stay.
I appreciate very much all those that expressed here and there that they miss me and my contribution to the forum, i noticed it :)
I made great friends in my previous times here, but i also scrapped skin with some others.
Some of whom i naturally engaged in posts, answered or asked them things with the new profile.
I apologize if that feels inappropriate or intrusive for those, now that they for sure know who PracticalN was, i had no ill intention whatsoever, i came from a place of love and all answers or questions were genuine.
I dont hold grudges and moved past any differences, however ill respect the space and will avoid conversations in any topic, but know that i will be here if you feel like i could be of any help to answer anything. Just ask.
I see all of the old members growth and its beautiful, and the new ones pushing themselves to do so too.
For someone like me that was part of the forum from it started, whether i left for some weeks or months at a time, i never stopped checking it, so im well aware of all the ups and downs and issues that have hit this, our second home.
But thats ok, some people have shared to me their concern about the forum being stagnant, not expanding or growing, little participation etc
But tho it might be true, i look at it in a different way, yes the pressure of the ones that are outside just hating might be stronger now that things are not as easy as before for them to take advantage of Dream and his creations, but cest la vie, nothing goes unnoticed in the universe, and things always unfold as they should, and we are witnessing it now.
Nonetheless there will always be an open invitation to join the cause in an appropriate way and turn your life around… (if you are reading this) it is really fully worth it!
Break the cycle.
But also we might not see a lot of new members or we might see a lot of new anons but the truth is that those who stay have been non stop growing and i think that is what really matters. So the growth is there, just not in numbers ;)
Maybe the pace of participating in posts etc has lowered but i also choose to look at it as part of the inner growth, we are for real focused on our lives, finances, studies etc. Not being all day in the forum also shows commitment to our own path.
So that is great too.
I have grown as well but i still have a lot more to grow and i want to participate in the collective new (insert all things) that this place can contribute to build. I wont be as active as before, but i will when i can
Love always 
Luna
