Well, I thought about the idea of a Demiurge, why we “must” suffer because of our mistakes (especially since or when we don’t know better or the outcome or even what we are doing, many times - sometimes we do), why is there suffering and karma in the first place and although I have no answer (maybe truly creation is evil, as some mystics concluded millenia ago, maybe it’s a trap, maybe it’s just our choice - which our? Our higher self? Anyway…) to these questions, an interesting answer (still) presented itself in my mind: no matter what is “the answer”, I still have to improve, to make my life better, to
become healthier and thus to IMPROVE/RAISE MY FREEDOM AND Possibilities - The Higher, the Healthier and Better You Are, You See more Clear, you understand better, you CHOOSE Better, So the conclusion is that I have to Be/Get Better/HIGHER (on multiple fronts: health, finances, spirituality, etc.), That is The Answer - at least for me, at least in this Reality and through getting higher, through raising my Consciousness and My Whole Condition and Being (in this world), I can then Change Myself even Better and Faster…