Is it still up? If so I’ll see about joining the premium tier.
If I’m to be perfectly blunt, for me sexuality has always felt more than anything like a big ugly growth that appears at puberty and that I can’t ever get rid of (yes, I know perfectly well that I’m the result of my parents’ sexualities - I don’t care about others’, it’s mine that I have a problem with). I feel genuine dread when I’m flirted with. As far as I can remember I’ve never had any sexual abuse or anything like that (in fact, I’ve never had any sexual experiences at all with another person), and I wasn’t raised religiously, but I’ve always had a very troubled relationship with sexuality.