I just started to play this after listening to the Childhood Revision and Alchemical Revision of Trauma and my whole body has goosebumps. I can see the hair on my arms standing up! Wowza… 
Gorgeous music, @El_Capitan_Nemo 
The melody reminds of the Ojas field music. It’s lovely!
Amen! 
Thank you so much!
Nothing better than hopping on the forum and seeing new releases👌
Posting here also 
Today I looped two new audios. The injury makes me feel a little strange, restless. From self-love, very pleasant.
I have someone dear to me. He did a lot of good things for me. But sometimes it can be very toxic. And I am very offended by the injustice against me. I have to consciously sort out and clean my thoughts and emotions, because I begin to feel unhappy. I start replaying our dialogues in my head very often, my thoughts constantly return to these episodes. Sometimes it brought me to tears. This morning, another not very pleasant conversation took place. Knowing myself, I would have dialogues, resentments, negative memories in my head again until the evening, and maybe for a few days. And so, I’m going home, I thought about this conversation again and I realize that I don’t care. I have no sense of grief and injustice. As if it doesn’t concern me. This is probably what healthy self-esteem looks like. When you don’t hold someone else’s negative on yourself. This man has a hard day today, and it’s not my fault. And his negativity doesn’t apply to me. It’s very valuable to me.
There are no restrictions on these audios, It seems to me that these two and about childhood can be safely looped for the whole night.
Beautiful @Bright-light ! Very happy for you that you were able to release it. Isn’t it great? No more carrying the burden of grief… 
I am really curious if in this trilogy the
alchemical part is to put together in a bowl all the experiences that represents the concept of trauma-love-childhood and the end effect is not to really change it but be the same with different outcome.
Like mixing different fluids that have not the same density and the conclusion would be another mixture instead of putting all that in a bowl without mixing.
In addition to that(to something I am asking not knowing), self love or trauma or childhood might really have different chemistries in the physical body.
What if these audios because of the alchemical part really change the chemistry body-wise?. It states only mental and energetic I guess but the trauma one says more resilient inside and open outside. So might the inside be more stabilized through neurotransmitter stabilization and endurance?
Anyone have an opinion about it?
Thank you for this field 
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What does alchemically changed mean?
To be technical, the description puts the word “alchemically” in quotes, suggesting that it’s more of a metaphor than an actual alchemical process.
As a metaphor, that “alchemically” can mean that this field separates the “dross” from the “gold” (which was the intention and pursuit of the ancient alchemists) of our past experience and of our self-image. The “gold” (that I am suggesting) would be the new mindset which is mentioned in this field’s description.
thank you for your reply 
I understand the meaning a little better .
Would love to have the Patreon mp3 versions of the alchemical audios 
Please, upload this one as .mp3 to Patreon
It will help many people in today’s world!! 
Thanks!!! 
hi! where would you put crucible of the past?
right before or right after Blueprint of the past?
I would think right behind. If something comes to surface with blueprint, it could burn away with crucible of the past. But have not tried it yet, although i own both.
@Violet I don’t think it matters much but can try both. Try adding before blueprint of the past and then after to see any differences.
Please upload this one on Patreon.
Thank you @Starlight and @VioletB
I’ve moved them back and fourth
But i observed i tend to not really put them in the sane stack lol
@El_Capitan_Nemo can we please get this and Revision of Trauma on Patreon? Thank you for everything 