@SoulStar33
Yeah man, as Lanos said, you don’t have to announce your next steps to the whole world and justify yourself for your reasons and explaining yourself to everyone.
You do not need our permission and validation for living your life.
Loop some self-love fields and stop seeking external validation 
It happens… 
One Source, and it’s definitely better than Others. 
(actually it is a healthier addiction)
I guess you’re right. It’s pointless too, I mean what’s the point in leaving the forum (temporarily)? I only did it 'cause I saw myself being addicted to it, but I’m also addicted to anime, video games, THE Internet, My Phone lol, I don’t seem to be bothered by these, too much lol…
I my mind, I have this goal, I want to become God like and thus Perfect, at least it’s a Goal, my ultimate goal anyway, I also had it for years, but I’m quite far from my own best image; I expect GREAT things from Myself, that’s why I want to Perfect myself - Yes, maybe is my Ego or a Higher call, Idk, but I do want to Achieve this, to Become Much Much Better, from ALL Points Of View.
Addictions are not really on the menu, yet that image of a Better me it’s just Idk, an ideal, plus it’s fluid, it changes - it’s not like I want to become a Monk, quite the opposite lol, a Worldly Powerful Being, Achieving Success in ALL things, well, that’s a goal anyway (I am Aware that it Might take Lifetimes to Achieve it - but I got the tools, after all, I have been blessed with Access to Sapienmed fields and other Creations, these can speed up my Evolution),…, and self restraint is an exercise, to prove to myself that I am not addicted, not a slave to any like or pleasure.
[However, about my “end goals” (since higher goals will arrive later, in my journey, after I leave the mortal or rather human coil), these are a High Priority Long Term, but Short Term and Especially NOW, these are the First or Main Priorities]
Indeed, although, in my mind, you guys are Extraordinary, I have received SO MUCH Love, Healing and Precious Knowledge thanks to you, Amazing People, so, I thought that I can’t just disappear, I have to tell them - that was my reasoning, that you deserve to know if I’m leaving, even temporarily.
However, I took it a little bit to the extreme, with announcing Everything lol, every step, as you said, that is a little bit too much, nor do I actually need to justify myself, my actions or anything, after all.
Here is an interesting thought I had over the years and one of the reasons for why I am SO Open:
I view Everything around me, including People, as Feedback (I know it sounds horrible lol, but wait, maybe it gets better), in fact, I view all Reality as a Feedback Machine, it’s purpose being to help me achieve More, and actually I think that is how it a works, since Everything is Connected and Every Single Piece of The Whole it is Actually The Whole (in a smaller scale, of course), and, of course, the Whole wants to Help Itself, Correct Itself, Better Itself, like a Sort of Machine or rather like the Absolute Intelligence that the Whole is; now, Matrix (a favorite term of yours a
and others 
) might be a good word to describe the surrounding Reality and probably Much Much more than that, but my point is that I can count on You and on the Entirety of Existence to Guide me, to help me achieve my purposes, and I think that we all help each other, as you wrote about it, we are Co-Creators of this Madness lol - so, an approach to Evolve is to be Open, as a Strategy for Self Improvement.
Being Transparent has its Perks, I guess - anyway, we could argue that it is not absolutely necessary, however, probably there are endless paths for Evolution.
(I speak like an A.I. Lol)
Now, there is another reason for WHY I am so open, and, without taking more of your precious minutes 
, I will get to the point:
It’s All an Illusion, it’s all fleeting - so, in the Grand Scheme of things, this Beautiful Character that I am playing, this George persona, he will be gone, all it’s actions, joys, memories, returned to nothingness or integrated into the Absolute, just a drop in the Ocean of Infinity, in the Ocean of Infinite Consciousness… - so Everything is On The Menu, including making a fool out of myself (sometimes), being too open, being sincere, being vulnerable, winning, losing, “evolving”, all part of THE Game lol.
Now, could I have written this in a few sentences?
Lol
But, I guess, IT’S NOT MY STYLE lol.
Edit:
And finally we have one of these lol.
I have an announcement!
The voice control in the ChatGPT apps is now free for use for everyone!