According to @Imogen. Even if you aren’t into astrology, please do consider this field Nullify Negative Planetary and Astrological Effects.
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You should also take it easy and calm yourself. If you put more energy into your fears, it will only amplify.
If you’re seeing them as you play the field, it is working. Do not give attention to whatever is being brought up. Do not accept or reject whatever it is as part of your system. Just let them go.