I have slept on the Arcana Archetypes series till now, and oh boy was it a mistake.
At first I have listened to the Devil reversed for a few times, which was hard thing to do on itself, why?
As Ironic and cliche as it sounds I was kind of attached to the idea of Devil itself, but thats another story.
As I continued to listening I have ‘‘seen’’ myself. Realizing many of your cons all at once, is a little bit hard thing to deal with: ‘‘Man I really REALLY suck’’ but then it came to me that, if you can see ‘‘it’’ you are not ‘‘it’’, right? An eye is not capable of seeing itself , reflection in mirror is the closest thing it can see. So since there is an awareness of one’s own shortcomings there is a possiblity of improvement.
Of course I haven’t thought I was perfect before. I mean shortcomings buried really, really deep.
At the moment I saw them, the ignorance ended and Im not longer bound to repeat the pattern over and over again. Of course counsccious effort is needed, but it was not possible before, since I didn’t knew where the problem(s) is.
The next field Im looping for about half of an hour by now is The Hanged Man.
It basically screams to me: ‘‘WAIT, WATCH!!’’ ‘‘How are those situations that happened to you lately connected? Do you see a pattern? Now look around you, is this pattern happening around you too? what is the cause of this pattern? what would happen if instead of x you try doing z and thinking y for the first time ever? OBSERVE, THINK! what pattern do you want to create? which pattern do you want to escape? is it possible? how?’’
Another interesting effect The Hanged Man have on me, is that I feel like its and Timelessness field on steroid. Like no matter how little ‘‘tick’’ you choose, be it second, minute, milisecond, whatever, there exists enetrnity between each of those ticks. And Im aware of those ‘‘pauses’’ everything just stops, doesn’t move for eternity and boom another tick is there 
Here is another ‘‘Hanged Man’’ 
I need to go back to observing and waiting now ;)
