I feel you. I’m also in the same boat, but then again architect of reality works on a very deep level and is probably gonna take a long time to integrate, more so if one is using this passively. I never expected this to be a quick field, rather something I’ll have to listen for a long time.I think mindfullness, Journaling or other contemplative activities can greatly help accelerating the whole process. This combined with mindfullness and conceptual realizations should help massively.
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