Yes, it is okay!
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Also @Atreides knows this because he has read my energy, but I am apparently a very complicated difficult person to read. I am basically a contradiction in every possible way. I agree with one view but I simultaneously also agree with the opposite view.
Iāve just gotta accept the fact that I am always bound to be misunderstood (Iāve literally made enemies here without every wanting to). And itās probably best to keep my mouth shut and listen. And take a leap of faith and come up with my own experiences.
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Reiki doesnāt have backlash. Egos have backlash. So you learn Reiki, or do Reiki to someone elseā¦ and this goes for ALL modalities. Even dieting. And then you quit, or they quit, or whatever. All the dirty crap comes back with a vengeance. Becoming healthier and bigger and badder and better is always 2 steps forward, 1 step back, but itās the step back that allows you to propel yourself the two steps forward.
āBackslidingā is a thing, but itās certainly not the fault of Reiki.
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I agree. Iāve personally never done Reiki but that seems to be the case for all the spiritual things I do. Just when I think Iām makin progress, Iām pushed backwards with a vengeance. Itās a tough path man. But I try to do whatever possible at the moment.
Alright for anybody else reading this thread who feels like I have committed an unpardonable sinā¦
PLEASE, put yourself in my shoes.
You have made yourself a dragon. And you donāt seem to be feeling its effects yet even after a month. Still, that doesnāt matter as long as you just get to know whether thereās a dragon in your item or not.
Now you do some searching on the threads and you find multiple people saying vastly different things about not only the presence of these dragons but also the nature of these dragons (do they become depressed if you donāt talk to them? Do they commit suicide??!!)
Youāre left more confused than before and the only thing you can do is conduct an experiment. But what youāve seen so far suggests that each person perceives these dragons differently and you start to question its objectivity. You decide that you want to conduct an experiment to test this as objectively as possible.
Now you could tell the others that you are conducting the experiment with a control. But how would that change their perception of the dragon? Would they subconsciously pick the ring because it looks more valuable? The only option here is to hide the fact that you are conducting an experiment.
Am I such an evil douchebag for doing this? Ffs Iām just a guy in my 20s whoās barely grown up and wants to do a little better in life. I totally wouldnāt mind if someone did an experiment like this on me if it helped them.
Isnāt that what ego dissolution is all about? What is all this nonsensical petty fighting about being offended and making someone feel guilty? That to me DEFINITELY doesnāt sound like itās coming from a dissolved ego. Iāve never even asked my bullies to apologise to me. It has never mattered to me so Iām perplexed as to why a dissolved ego would need an apology.
Iāve done nothing but give everyone the benefit of doubt and all I ask is to be treated the same. But instead itās like the more honest and open I am, the more I get attacked and made out to be this monster.
For the LAST time, Iām not out here to trick anyone nor do I want to make fools of people. Iām just a 21 year old loser still trying to figure out myself. Thatās all it is. I try to be a nice guy but Iām sick and tired of being misunderstood all the time and being forced to feel guilty about offences I did not mean to cause (this happens in real life too).
So yeah. Iām really not a bad guy. Iām really not 
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Everyone perceives EVERYTHING differently. When something is not visible, it is even more so.
(Actually another fault of your experiment was that e.g. if I thought one didnāt have a dragon, I would not have written it down since I donāt want to write something thatās possibly bullshit, you know what I mean?) -
Yes, I know itās confusing to read different thingsā¦ itās confusing for me too sometimes, but when in doubt, just check what the Captain / Sammy say - which is quite clear in this case (no they donāt get depressed etc)
You need to learn to trust yourself more.
Also let it go, you already apologised and they accepted it, no one is calling you out to apologise, at least from where Iām reading 
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Thanks man. Itās just that I usually always give people the benefit of doubt and try to understand so when Iām having to constantly explain my intentions and still get misinterpreted, it is downright hurtful. Especially when it comes from psychics, because you think they can read your intentions clearly.
Thanks for explaining that. Again, I wasnāt aware of this and Iām still learning you know? Coming from a scientific background, I still highly value objectivity, but I suppose when it comes to exploring the consciousness, thereās no running away from subjectivity and the only person I can conduct experiments on is myself.
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This makes sense lol.
These are just some of my opinionsā¦
I would appreciate if you made quality descriptions for audios that are relatively expensive. This is because it will help the user to understand what type of product it is, and whether to buy it.
There were times I was unsure on the exact properties of the paid audio because there was not much or quality description for it. For example, the Conceptual Realizations field. I believe it would be better if you explicitly stated that it included the conceptual thinking aspect. I believe that it is better for you to tell the potential consumer some of the more exact properties of the field, then allowing them to finding it out by themselves. This gives greater convenience to the consumer.
Itās like if you look at technology products from quality companies. They will often give a quality description. This helps the consumers to make a decision about whether that product if right for them. Of course, an exaggerated description is not appreciated by many consumers and might lead to criticism in the long run.
Of course, iām not saying that you should post like a thesis statement lol
For cheap and free audios that you provide, predominantly, a bare minimum description or the title is enough.
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About 2 months ago I made my FAE and ENERGETIC SUPPORT Servitors and I have NEVER FEELED their EFFECTS.
NOTHING. Neither the ACTIVE skills. Not feeling the EFFECTS makes me wonder:
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Are the Servitors really there?
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Did I do the process well or not?
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Was something missing?
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Is it a good idea to make a new one?
I like how PROTECTIVE DARK SERVER can be. But I wonder, is it easy to talk to him? The word DARK SERVITOR scares me a little.
Thank you.
Get some weed and listen to ego dissolution
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Youāre not going to get better advice than thisā¦
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