I believe this world is a “simulation” indeed. No I do not believe we’re all hooked up to a computer program but I do believe there is some power controlling us and keeping us programmed. It seems as if the more knowledge we gain and the more things we notice that things start to mess with us more and more like some big glitch. Once you notice you won’t stop and if you start to stop don’t let yourself like I did. I’m saying this from experience everytime I start getting deep with my meditations and stuff I’ll really start noticing all the bs with everything and I mean everything but things start to go off the rails I get the worst luck at times and everything but when I stop everything goes back to normal and I’ll even start to forget things. That’s where my dreams come in when I do dream I get these really real feeling dreams where I’ll wake up in my room and everything, the house is the same and everything. Sometimes I’ll see this thing that tries to mess with me make me feel as if I can’t move or speak but the other dreams I get I’ll see people and talk to them and it feels all so real then I wake. Most of the things I learned were from dreams I will wake up with this knowledge and don’t know where it comes from. I’m starting to see through a lot of bs and like I said the more I see the more things mess with me. For example lets say there’s mustard on a table you’ll leave that room come back and instead of mustard it’s bbq sauce or something else now things like this happen to me a lot if that makes sense. Another example just look at the sky mainly the clouds you’ll notice some are fake not real at all and I see that a lot. One more example look at some clips on the news with gun violence or fire or something you’ll see things and they look so faked sometimes it’s not even funny. I’ve seen a clip on the news before of cops being shot at let me just say none of them had no real uniform and the one “cop” literally took something out of his pocket and did something to himself then you saw this blood coming down from him his partner picked him up threw him in the car then drove off. There’s also times people will randomly come up to me and say something to where it just clicks if that makes sense. For example you’ll start getting really good at something then people will randomly come up and try to steer you away from that something when not even a single conversation on that thing was made to them whatsoever if that makes sense. It could just be me thinking these things but I’ve seen so many other people say the same things, feel the same way I’m feeling so I know its not just me lol. Like I said I’m just starting to realize a lot with religion, the bible, the sky, food, music, tv, hell/heaven, the “end times”, etc. Honestly it got me to the point where Im looking at almost everything as a test or lesson for say. So yes I do believe we live in some type of a simulation and we just have to find our “way out”.
Edit: also a lot of times when things go wrong someone always has to end up saying it’s because of my meditations lol I swear there’s something that wants to keep us bound and I’m not letting it get the time of day