Past few days I went cold turkey on Benadryl
I was supposed to tapper off but I was so out of it I didn’t really comprehend it. I didnt really think it would be a big deal because it’s not a psych pill persay but since I was using it to get “high” the withdrawal has been scary
I had a hallucination yesterday and have been a bit psychosis like. The only other time I’ve hallucinated was when I was getting off another medicine (i really dont do well with western meds).
Because i am currently alone (like everyone is gone away on business etc)
I am feeling real paranoia;. But instead of someone it’s monsters/ dark energy.
Also some other weird behaviors like confusion and severe agitation.
There are a few hours im perfectly normal. But then i become this strange person - right now im in the middle
I dont know if i should listen to the opiate and general addiction withdrawl though because benadryl is an antihistamine and not really an addictive withdrawl for the status quo.
Also since that audio, a lot new other gadgets came out. Like Vishual Introspection, silent mind, mind of meditative master, ego dissolutions, self refresh,
What exactly to play right now?
I need to like find a way to suck it up because my college classes are on the line
I also feel really dumb because i told one of you i am not withdrawing from my pills except today i realize i actually am (my bad).
TLDR what to do.