I hope that things will soon go better for you but this “vague description” part is inaccurate. We buy products (actually, we don’t even have to buy 99% of them, since he’s an incurably generous Santa Claus) from a person who’s never stingy to provide the slightest details when it comes to “physical” fields.
As for the more “spiritual” ones, he’s not vague but rather humble enough (despite his power) to let everyone discover by themselves and NOT impose a mechanic point of view (unlike others…). Believing in independence of mind and choice.
Even LOL’ing us when we attempt to advocate on his behalf (so maybe he’ll lol this post of mine as well ;)) LOL’ing… not “oh nooo you can’t”ing or forbidding.