Hi Balancor,
and welcome to the forum.
You approached me in a private message and asked me if I could buy a field for you.
However, I think you can first try out some free fields and see how they are helping.
The way I would tackle this situation if I would be in it myself:
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Every morning start your day using the Aura Body/Energy Body Deep Clearing field on YouTube. Really try to listen to the full 30minutes and imagine how positive waves of energy are gently washing over your body and clearing any sort of gunk in your aura. You can follow-up with The Energetic Salt Cleanse and The Exorcism Rite version 2.0.
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If you don’t have time for the over 30min listening time suggested above, use this shortcut: Activate The Attunement Card on your first day and then every day the Aura Purification Card and the Shielding Card. You can find out how to use the cards here.
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After that you can follow Nice’s advice and work on raising your vibration.
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Increase Self-Love: JAAJ’s Daily Self-Love Stack
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If you feel doubts, worries it won’t work or your system resisting, use the Subconscious Limits Remover ver 2.0 and Ego Dissolution.
Here is also a field from another creator called Psychic University that could be helpful and you can donate as much as you find appropriate: Psychic Harassment Help 2.0 (The Divine Purge)
Wish you good luck on your journey of healing. 