I’m talking THC here.
I don’t really practice anything, I meditate maybe everyday for at least 10 mins, (it used to be 40+ everyday but i don’t know what happened lol)
Knowing* that how can weed negatively impact me? energetically, astrally, spirituality etc. My aura, too.
I don’t plan to abuse it, but I plan on smoking it after work to relax and maybe on my days off too, and to be honest, back when I used to get high every day I wasn’t too familiar with morphic fields or anything energy programmed related, but it used to feel they somehow worked better and allowed me to relax so much while listening.
Not everything was good though, I was highly depressed and anxious, and I mean suicidal thoughts and self-harm everyday. And sometimes it used to get worse while high but mostly the anxiety part. But now Let’s say I am all good, I have what I call some minor worries honestly, I have learnt a lot and know waay better than a year ago or ‘old self’. I shall say I never got addicted to it and probably won’t.
As I said, I am a better person now, in every possible way to be honest, I am happy of my progress and I remind myself to be grateful of Captain’s work and how much it has helped, but I just feel like weed would help me, and when I think about it, it’s just “relaxation” that comes to mind, type of relaxation of sit, lay back, relax and enjoy and also how it would enhance all these fields. I’ve been eager to try the portal ones while on psychedelics or weed.
Is this a good idea? What are your thoughts?
Thanks in advance🤝