Childhood Memories

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#1

When I was a child, I was a very brave and enterprising child. Some evenings I would not return home and would wander around the streets where there were night clubs. I would try to participate in games that older children could play. I would try to seduce girls who were much older than me, and they would usually make fun of me. Sometimes my friends would argue at school and I would join in to protect my friend. Then I would get beaten too. One evening, the television was broken and I wanted to repair it. I opened the box and screws and received an electric shock. Because the plug was plugged into the socket. I learned to drive at a very young age. When I was 10, I stole the car from my father and played music in front of the school to show off to the high school students. I had a gang of street dogs. Street dogs were my best friends when I was a kid.

So what happened in your childhood?

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#2

I blocked the majority of mine out. I did enjoy reading the snippets of yours though. I do remember my vivid imagination and inner world. I remember waiting for college just so I could get away. Man, I’m tearing up just thinking about it, honestly. On the bright side, I’ve found hypnosis to be really healing for going back and taking care of that little girl. Going back and being there for her.

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#3

I hope she heals. And I hope one day you 2 are one again.

Theres nothing that breaks me more than noticing or knowing people’s inner child wounded or trapped in fears, and the subsequent disconnection to their adult self.

:purple_heart:

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#4

Thank you for your kindness. It’s the work of a lifetime with childhood trauma, but I take solace in the fact that the cycle stopped with me.

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#5

You good. I had some fears when I was a child. There were events that I experienced and feared to experience. Later, when I became a teenager, I relived these fears. As I approach adulthood, I still experience the same fears. People and places change, but the feeling is the same. I may have carried it from my previous life, I’m not sure. Maybe it’s not my own fears and traumas, but my ancestors’ fears and traumas. Luckily I met the fields and this ended a long time ago. I also love entertaining children, so this may have cured my inner child’s vagabond.

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#6

I’ve found that as well - the repeating patterns.
I’ve also found that the older I get, the more the less trauma can be stuffed down or hidden away. It’s like after a point you can’t run or hide from it anymore.
I’m glad fields helped you, they’re helping me as well, although it feels like the onion has a million layers to go through sometimes

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#7

One day I will make a cinema movie about this subject. It’s about the effects of great experiences and not-so-good events in childhood or adolescence and their recurrence in adulthood.

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#8

Tag me when :popcorn: :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:
I can’t remember, didn’t you tell me once you were type 1 as well?

I hope you maintain that same enthusiasm you had a kid
I always love people watching and hearing stories from other people
I just always have, I’ve always been very observant
But even as an adult I’ve found that I think I like observing and hearing so much because I’m able to relate to and channel the vibrations and stories that others share. For instance my husband, I’m always watching how he does things — the way he moves and acts in the world. He tells me his childhood stories and they sounds like yours - always thinking, moving, getting into things etc.
and then I reflect on these traits and imitate in the ways that I want to grow. I practice being more xyz just through imitation and observation.

Anyways

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#9

Are you talking about diabetes? I haven’t mentioned this in this forum. But yes, I ate too much sugar as a child and experienced type 1 symptoms in my 20s. Fortunately, I recovered thanks to the fields. I have been busy with the “Attract Soul tribe” field for a long time in recent months. I know that this field can also create intense connections in the virtual environment. I convey my best wishes to my cousins ​​in your family. They will have a very exciting and action-packed life​:grin: Actually, I didn’t know you were married when I met you, I apologize again. But honestly, I’m sorry you’re married. :grin:When I communicate with someone with advanced clairvoyance skills on the forum, I feel like I’m being watched. And you literally have a clear view, like you’re standing right in front of me.

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#10

During my childhood, it was tough to get through. I was isolated, singled out and went through traumatic experience at home and school.

Can’t say I enjoyed my childhood but I do welcome the growth that came with it.

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#11

This is very valuable and I am deprived of it