Closing a Chapter: Sapienmed's Farewell

Well but sapien should do something about his fields like protecting his work and providing us something better I literally can’t see myself without his fields

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Dreamseeds has created such powerful fields that they are truly life-changing, many of which were generously provided for free. Recently, I was using the Willpower field, and it genuinely boosted me. However, now that it’s gone, I feel a sense of disappointment. Dreamseeds is such a powerful and wonderful human being, capable of doing so much good for humanity.

I was bullied a lot during my childhood and had almost lost hope in myself. I constantly felt humiliated throughout my life. Then, out of nowhere, I discovered Sapien Medicine, their fields, and the forum. It gave me hope that I, too, could heal and protect myself. With Sapien’s fields, I felt like I could conquer the world.

Whenever I had doubts or didn’t know which fields to use, the forum was always there. It had great stacks and an incredibly supportive community. Members like @Rosechalice, @DR_MANHATTAN, @SammyG, and others were so kind and helpful.

But now, with Sapien videos being deleted and the forum gone, it’s deeply disappointing. I feel lost without access to their fields. Dreamseeds, Sapien Medicine, and Energetic Alchemy were like a dream come true for me. Hearing that they may not continue is heartbreaking.

I truly believe they should come back even stronger than before and continue their incredible work to uplift humanity. Their knowledge and creations have made a profound impact on so many lives, including mine.

I don’t know what I would do or where I would be without them. They brought me a whole new sense of life and hope. Please, I beg you—don’t go.

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I’m extremely sad and angry to see how everything turned out! :sob:

This forum has been my Fortress of Solitude since the time of covid days when I discovered it. I keep the forum open all day and read the threads again and again and again. If the stats are taken probably I would feature as one of the top users based on daily time spent on the forum.

But I respect the decision Captain took and it is only fair and right that his life and family can’t be sacrificed again and again for the world, he had done more than any human could do.

Thank you @El_Capitan_Nemo and @SammyG for building this community and creating a space for all of us to learn and grow!

List of Regrets :frowning: :

  • Downloaded only few fields from Patreon and now all the rest which could help me or my family later are gone for good
  • I still want to buy some fields from gumroad
  • Losing the brain guild
  • Without fields and the information, my spiritual progress will be slowed down
  • Will miss talking to some good friends here
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Wow. Okay. A lot of mixed emotions I’m feeling right now.
I’m not gonna act like it doesn’t effect me and im just grateful to the boss.
It does effect, at a tremedous level. This forum, the fields, captain have been the ray of hope for me and mamy others when the dark clouds surrounded us. When all else fails. Just when i had all the money to bulk buy the gumroad fields, nfts and join retreat if another was happening, this all happens.
I was hoping to buy ponr and plasma flaunt first to get a healthy mind and body, especially body for me and my family, my grandmother, so we all can at least stay healthy. We just started a new business project and was also gonna buy some fields regarding that and for countless other purposes.
A week or two before, i was hearing this voice, that kept saying, " stop listening to sapien med, he is dead" and i thought it was just some stupid intrusive thoughts, never paid any attention to it, little did i know this was gonna happen.
With the closing of the sapien med brand, im truly shaken, saddened, hurt, feeling a lot at loss, like an important body part of me has been severed. How am i supposed to live normally after knowing this magic? And this forum? It has always been such a incredible place with incredible people and energy, where one could freely speak what they felt, what they neede help with, express what they truly are and is happening and tons of people would come with advices and help.

HOW AM I GONNA FIND SUCH A PLACE AGAIN? HOW AM I GONNA FIND SUCH FRIENDS AGAIN ?
HOW AM I GONNA FIND CAPTAIN AGAIN? :broken_heart:

It hurts like a breakup man and this time the person is truly valuable. I wish the patreon audios, paid and free would stay up, and ofc the forum, if boss doesn’t want to stay active, thats fine, he could just check in with us at intervals.
Ofc why sapien is doing this is very understandable, and if i was in his place I’d probably do the same too, but tbh, i would also do something to continue provide the products, especially they tremendously help people with important parts of their life.
Not to sound or rude or anything along the lines but a superhero has responsibility. Like the spiderman dialogue "with great powers comes great responsibilty. " a superhero cant just dissappear man, we would succumb to the villains of this world otherwise.

I do understand you captain, i truly do, but i cant just be all grateful and all when it is having sucha massive effect on me, my family and all of us.
I’m grateful what you did for use and the collective captain nemo.
Wish i could make you and all stay, i knew this day would come but not this early and never imagines that the audios would ever be gone.

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I began my journey with Xtrememind Forum, then Dreamwork Forum, and now the Enlightenedstates Forum. Each step has opened new doors and inspired me to go further on this path of growth and discovery.

Thank you all for being part of this journey. I wouldn’t have found this road without the knowledge and insights I’ve gained here. A special thanks to Dreamweaver and the Enlightenedstates team for their generosity and guidance over the years.

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ATTENTION ALL PATREON SUBSCRIBERS:
if you get notifications in your email about patreon releases you should be able to download still from the mp3 links that were there on them regardless of patreon being down up to a limit the older ones are expired, but i think last 100 are downloadable from the outlook emails and clicking the mp3 attachment hyperlink
The description of fields will be in the emails also

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@SammyG @DR_MANHATTAN This feels like when we lost Mr Greentea at Xtrememind (I might have engaged Sammy to do some karma clearing from this forum, for me back then as a teenager, or someone else). And now, Dream.

Anyway, I saw on Discord what Sorcerysupreme said about the metaphysical danger of reopening Gumroad. But here’s another perspective, while Dream did remove the fields and closed shop, he also left zero instruction. He did not explicitly say to you or anyone else, to keep them closed forever. So this is ambiguous. Think about it…

@SorcerySupreme i’d love to know your thoughts on this perspective.

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@SammyG may you also consider archiving the entire forum by sending a request since you are admin and emailing to info@archive.org

also Sammy as you have administrative access, can you export the forum’s database using (e.g., MySQL, PostgreSQL) to preserve all content, can any technically proficient people help out Sammy also if he needs also

Web Scraping Tools Tools like HTTrack, WebCopy, or Wget can download the entire forum structure as a static copy for offline browsing.

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i personally dont mind dream’s mysterious disappearance

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Please come back stronger and powerful dreamseeds you were the most purest creator and way too powerful. I still believe you will be back stronger than ever

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Damn I deleted all the notification emails from Patreon on new uploads :frowning:

Thanks Sammy, you’ve been loyal to your friend since the Beginning. We are hear for you and the team!

We’ll sort out all this noise and come back.

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I’m backing up the website as we speak at the moment, it won’t be on archive.org but it’ll contain all the threads and everything that is live on the site right now. Excluding PMs.

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I’m not gonna lie, I’m devastated, terrified, and some what relieved all at the same time, it’s a weird feeling. I’m relieved because finally Dreamweaver can be at peace, I’m grateful for everything he’s done for us over the years. I’m devastated that this is goodbye to this forum, which I came to rely on heavily over the years, and goodbye to his products, which I wish I could still buy more of. I’m a bit terrified as well because if I ever had an issue in the future, I wouldn’t know where to find help, but I guess there’s a discord that was setup.

Anyways, I just want to thank Dream, Sammy, and everyone else that has helped me over the years and given me advice, etc. When I first came to the forum four years ago, I had f’d around and found out with my energy system and it was Dream’s fields that saved my life. I don’t know what would have happened without them honestly. They’ve kept me going these past years and I’m grateful for that, thank you.

Like others I was wondering about the energy course, I actually don’t have access to it anymore, or I may have lost my account details tbh as nothing I tried is working. I also noticed the Guided Path to Wholeness link to the audios isn’t working, I never downloaded everything that was in the Google drive previously.

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I owe Dream a lot. I’d love to reciprocrate, in this life or another. For now, thank you for everything. (And I’m sorry, please fogive me). I hope I can honor your gift.

May you always have a bounce to your step, wherever you wander :four_leaf_clover: :dove:


And I owe this community a lot too. I wished I could have given a lot more to it. But here I was only a student. So thanks everyone for their invaluable teaching, tutorship, and advice shared, all their time and efforts dedicated to this community. Were it not for you, even with fields, I could have made things worse for me (by misusing them).

And thanks for the companionship too, as you have shared healing, and been there at a personal level in critical moments, for a mostly still a stranger on the other side of the shore. You have given yourselves and parts of yourselves in a vulnerable and honest way, for another’s sake. Much thanks for that.

May we cross paths again in joyful moments :dna: :repeat_one: :green_heart:

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I honestly didn’t think I would experience this kind of experience again, not to blame anyone, it is what it is, it was just so sudden, even if it was easy to expect but, this way ?

I played a mmorpg with people 15 years ago, we had a guild, I was the youngest, they were all (young) adults, it was exactly the same kind of environnement than here, people backing up each other, we had fun, talking about everything, spending a lot of time together, knowing everyone’s life (more or less here) and every day at school I was just waiting to join them again, we all had different lifes and ages but everyone was oriented toward one unique goal, it was not just a video game, those guys had really good influence on me and I saw them like big brothers/sisters whom I admired so much. When someone is kind, I never forget it, it means so much to me.

We had even a forum like this, we could write stories, compose songs, sharing a lot of things, we were 24/24 7/7 together online playing whenever we could, I didn’t even need real life friends at that time, I liked them but the online friends were very special, it was a dream. When everything was over, there was nothing to do the guild master had already made his mind, most of the members kept in touch even today, after 15 years.

I stopped playing this game for 6 whole years because of the memories and trauma from the dissolution of the guild, I was 9 years old thinking we would all spend time together forever. Playing other games was flavorless without them, maybe I was depressed, I didn’t smile for a whole year after that.

I came back 6 years later and some of the members were still playing so we hanged around, it was extremely saddening to not see particular nicknames appearing or even seeing their characters were deleted, they were like a family for me.

I still remember all of their nicknames, one of them was so kind I took his nickname to create my passwords out of admiration.

Some of them vanished completely, some didn’t want to have any business with the guild anymore, some (including me) literally quit the game because my reason to play was them, they were the ones making that experience special.

Some members told me they created a new guild with the remaining members so I stayed and was extremely happy to play with them again but it came to an end too but peacefully this time, everyone moved on from the game because of life.

Now, you may wonder what is the link with the forum ? It’s a similar situation. Internet is beautiful, we are all far away but the (good and bad) memories stay deep inside.

Some people had the habit to come here nearly every day, they bonded, some see this place as an escape from reality, to have contact with people, not being judged and a way to solve issues.

I personally think it’s dangerous and I already saw how this kind of thing when doing the wrong way can affect even grown adults, the most sensitive/empathic one may have a big wound that will never close because of this. It’s not the fact that it’s over, we all agree maybe about being grateful, how he changed our lives, the way it ended though…

I will not only memorizing the beginning and the ending because except of this, 99% of the time was really nice here and I won’t use that specific event to define all the forum or Dream but I have mixed feelings.

I NEVER interacted with Dream directly or even indirectly to not annoy with useless things. It’s the first time, I do it :

I don’t know how he is doing and what state of mind he is right now but even if I’m really not ok with how it was managed, I hope he is doing better. If he had to do that, maybe there was no other options, maybe he was really tired and kept doing everything to exhaustion. Hope he is safe and whatever the reason behind that, he has my support. Thanks for everything, without this forum, it’s hard to tell where I would be but I keep all the good memories this time, letting things go.

It was a big message I wanted to share, the last one probably from the master in yapping.

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Same here. I’ve been lurking the youtube channel for a while but only recently started really properly utilizing the fields. I wish with all my heart I had started sooner and was able to get more into the Gumroad fields. My journey was only beginning and I’m hopeful it’ll keep getting better but man…wish I could have given more back.

So extremely grateful, rest well King.

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Thanks @Zen for the initiative and as @TMaster01 said if the forum can be made available on archive.org as well if @SammyG writes to the team, it would be great.

No matter what happens archive.org will be there.

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I honestly don’t have the words to express my gratitude. I’ve been praying for the past week for dream’s wellbeing and for the comeback of the platforms. I was really happy yesterday when forum was back up. Now it’s going away forever.

Its a weird feeling, this place has been a manifestation of my desire for magical stuff, things I never could’ve believed existed a few years ago.

I took pride in the knowledge that I was one of the few people on earth who knew such unbelievable things existed. I mean, think about it. You have a physical ailment or discomfort, so you open YouTube and click on a video, and it starts healing you. This kind of technology would be unfathomable for anyone.

I can’t even count how many times the fields have come in clutch to save me. Superhuman genius and brain enhancement fields saved me from burning out on deadlines. Virus disruption and sinus fields have saved me at places when I had no medicine. Exorcism rite and similar fields gave me enough confidence to know I’m not affected by any kind of negative influence, and that I am protected. I lived in the knowledge that even if I’m affected by dangerous diseases, the fields here would heal me. I’ve basically been living on probabilitiy alteration and luck field for the past year.
Anytime I needed to know anything about spirituality, I came here and searched the forum, it was the place where I could get the truth.

But now it’s all going away. I guess nothing is permanent. I respect and honor captain’s decision to step down. It wasn’t easy for him to make this decision either, he had cultivated sapienmedicine for more than a decade.

Thank you @SammyG for the wisdom you shared with us over the forum and webinars. Your blog on ‘The modern day virtuous man’ has helped me become a better person.

Thank you @Rosechalice for always being so welcoming and warm to everyone here.

Farewell @El_Capitan_Nemo . I will always remember you, and take pride in the fact that I was a part of this amazing community. I hope you heal from the things you don’t talk about.
:heart: :heart:

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Well I’m Feeling a deep void of having lost someone close, makes me re-wind/remind that , this is it, since the Inception of the Channel till today been through it, it was part of my life which is seems to be torn away, being away from the forum for a Week made me feel like I’ve lost something Precious!

“Like a Bright Shining Light he struck us when we weren’t aware, introduced a World of Miracles/Possibilities and initiated Spiritual Journey to carve our own paths. His job was done and time had come to bid farewell to his fellow mates, he had given them Hope, Confidence and Everything they’d need to Spread along as they Traverse in their Journey. All Beginnings have Endings, it’s what we learned/adopted during Whilst it lasted matters and Lives on!”

Thanks @El_Capitan_Nemo for being a part of my life! :sparkling_heart:

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