ok look, i whine a lot, i am a child i am 16 years old, and ive tried convincing everyone that i need counselling, cuz ever since i was young i only had to talk to myself and it gave me trouble maybe because i just couldnt talk to anybody, like now i just wanna be open with a counsellor and make them listen to me like i really just do rant a lot like right now lmfao idk bruh smth wrong w ma brain or its bcoz of how i grew up so lonely at a young age, like literally, im very sad. and i hate when i feel like the ppl i rant to are like tired of me or sumn cuz u know i just wanna rant like, i wish i was normal too y’all. i love yall and i wanna be the best for yall but theres just times where im miserable and im like this and yall dont like me when im like this so im probably gonna have to run to a therapist and literally/actually “cry about it”
so yeah guys, im trying to be really authentic and non fake rn, anyways, do yall have audios to stop me from whining so much i love myself when im whining its just that, idk, just please, audios? like maybe theres a tarot card somewhere thats gonna make me shut up and not feel like i have to say or tell or burst at someone what i feel every time out of nowhere and especially when i dont have control like rn, so bye guys i wont stop talking lmao- so pls give me suggestions 
That’s the one I thought about.